Diary of A Broken Woman

Chapter 40 Part 2

Tremaine Aldon Neverson

I let out a breath as I sat in the living room of Drew's house, trying to figure out my next move. I've been at Drew's house for days now. Lord knows I love my brother and Leah to death, but I'd rather be at my crib. Every time I found myself getting up and trying to go over there I think about what Pookie did all over again and it pisses me off.

I won't lie, I think this is the worse Pookie has ever pissed me off and it's bothering me. I don't like having this attitude with her, I don't like being this way with her and I don't like being away from her. I just feel like I need to give myself some space for the moment because I'm still upset over the situation and I think I'll end up hurting Pookie's feelings with what I say. And I don't want to do that which is why I'm keeping my distant for the moment.

I heard someone let out a breath, making me look up. In came Leah with her big round belly. She was going so slow and I just knew she was exhausted.

"You looking tired sis."I said with a chuckle as I stood, helping her down onto the couch. Since I been here I haven't even been seeing her much. Drew told me this pregnancy been a lot for her, so he's been keeping her on bed rest.

"I am."She said letting out a breath as she rubbed her belly. My nephew in there wearing my sis out.

"Lil man should be coming soon."

"Yeah and I'm ready for him to."Leah said with a smile, looking down at her stomach.

"Enough about us, what's up with you and M? Drew told me what happened."

I let out a breath just thinking about the last time I seen her. I honestly haven't been talking to her. She's been texting me and calling me. Ofcourse I haven't been completely ignoring her because she's pregnant with my child and that would be wrong of me to just abandon her for all these days. And despite all this bullshit that's going on, I still love her ass and want to know if she good.

"Your girl is a trip Lea, she never listen to shit I say and I just be trying to look out for her."I said honestly.

"So, she just didn't tell you about that meet up at all?"Leah questioned.

"At all, Lea. I was just wondering where she was at, so I called her therapist and she had to tell me Pookie was up there. That girl snuck behind my back to do that. after she told me to my face that she wouldn't meet up with him anymore."

"Maybe she felt that was the right way to go about things."Leah defended her making me frown.

"The right way? So sneaking behind my back and doing some shit you said you wouldn't is right? Meeting with a man who hasn't done shit good for you is right?"I said honestly wanting to know.

"No it's not Trey, but maybe she isn't looking at things like that. Do you ever look at things from her point of view?"Leah asked.

"You have to understand M has been through a lot, Trey. Her thought process may not be like yours or things may not be as easy as you think they are for her."

"I get that Lea and I try my hardest to understand what she's been through. I just don't get why she care to even see him. Why the hell is she so pressed to keep talking to this nigga? To keep seeing this nigga. It doesn't make since."