Tremaine Aldon Neverson
"You almost finished Pee, lets get that last set in."I encouraged my boy, watching as he did his last set of pull ups.
Here I am at the gym getting this work done. I couldn't let what was going on in my personal life stop my bag. I had work to do and I was going to do it. Plus, this shit has honestly been helping me get my mind off a few things.
I've had a day to sit back and think over things and I can honestly say I've calmed down a lot. I'm really not even angry over the situation anymore. I just need Pookie to understand I don't like her going behind my back. To be honest, that is what pissed me off the most out of the whole situation. Her sneaking behind my back makes me feel like I got to watch her or I can't trust her, but I don't want to feel like that. To be sneaking behind my back means you are trying to hide something and I'm not with none of that. As long as we can get that clear, I'm good.
But all together, I'm not angry no more man. I've been pissed and thinking about this situation for days now, but now I'm just over it. I miss my baby, I miss being home. I haven't talked to her or seen her in days and it's honestly killing me. As always not being around her has caused me to lose sleep. I most definitely will be taking my ass home tonight.
"I told you I wasn't letting yo' ass bail out today."I told my boy Pee with a smirk as I helped him off the ground.
"I sho' did want to, you be working me like I'm a damn slave."He said making me bust out laughing.
"Aye, you gone be happy with the results though."I said with a shrug, knowing he would be.
A lot of my clients may say I'm hard on them and I may be. If I be nice and easy on them they are not going to be satisfied in the end. So yes I push them to their max and make sure to get them through each session. They all be happy in the end which is why they continue to fuck with your boy.
I chopped it up with my boy Pee for a little minute before I headed into my office and hopped in the shower. I quickly cleaned myself and got dressed before heading out. It's still pretty early in the day and I actually want to get out of Drew's crib for the day. I been cooped up in there for too many days now, I need some damn sunlight. I decided to drop through on the family today. I'm missing them and I'm ready to see my folks.
I grabbed me a quick bite from Chic-Fil-A before I headed over towards my aunt crib. On the drive there, my phone started to ring, catching my attention. I grabbed it seeing it was Pookie calling. Lord knows I wanted to answer it so bad, but I couldn't. No I'm not mad at her anymore or anything, I just want to talk to Pookie tonight face to face. I know if I was to answer this call now we would get straight into that shit and I honestly don't feel like talking about it now.
So, I just let the phone ring and ring before it eventually stopped. Ofcourse I knew she would leave a voicemail. I know her ass is missing me just as much as I'm missing her. I didn't hesitate to listen to the voicemail the moment it popped up.
"Hey babe, I just wanted to check on you and make sure your good. I'm thinking about you."She said, making me smile. Lord I love her cute ass.
"I just want you to know I love you and I miss you so much. Please come home so we can talk about this babe. Please."
I quickly texted her back, letting her know I was good and to eat something. I didn't tell her I was coming home tonight because I wanted her to be a bit surprised.
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