Diary of A Broken Woman

Chapter 45

Tremaine Aldon Neverson

I let out a yawn, waking up bright and early. I've honestly been fallen in sync with Pookie schedule. Us living together now I've for some reason been starting to get up early. Everybody know that's some new shit for me. I'm never up early unless it's business, but as of lately I've been up bright and early for no damn reason.

I opened my eyes immediately looking over at Pookie as she slept. She look so damn beautiful when she sleeps. She looks so angelic and at peace. I've never been the one to watch my girl sleep, but I always find myself doing so with Pookie. She just looks so damn gorgeous as she lay there. I'm low key a little sad this morning because my baby hitting the rode today. She finally going to see her mother.

Without a doubt I'm happy as hell about her going to see her mother, but I do have mixed feelings about it. On one hand I'm happy about this because I want Pookie to go talk to her mother. From what Pookie has told me, her and her mama have been at odds for quite sometime now. She's told me how her mother loved the hell out of her, but then switched up on her once she told her about what her husband was doing to her. She probably will never admit this to me, but I know she's hurt over that situation. Just imagine someone loving the hell out of you then one day they just spitting so much hatred towards you all because you've told them something that took everything in you to tell. The crazy part is this is not just anybody. This is her mother, so I know that's fucking with her ten times worse. A situation like that can fuck with your soul and I just know it's fucking with Pookie's. I want to see her and her mother try to make things right cause I know my baby want to be back on good terms with her mother.

On the other hand on this situation I just want my baby all to myself. I don't want her out of my sight for one second. Even though she's only going to be gone for a day and a half, I'm gone miss her. I'm really mad at myself that I didn't remember this event. If I would have remembered maybe Pookie could have scheduled the visitation on another day and I would be able to go with my baby. I don't want her out on the rode by herself. That's a long ass drive.

I let out a breath as I slowly and carefully climbed out the bed, making sure not to wake Pookie. I headed right into the bathroom to piss and brush my teeth. I couldn't help to look at the alarm clock in there. I couldn't believe that it was seven in the morning and I was up. I'm becoming a new man I'm telling you.

I couldn't help to think about lil bit and DJ as I stood in the bathroom. I'm guessing that's because it's quiet as hell in this house without them here. They're still at my mama house. They had decided to spend the night over there since we came in so late from our date night. When I FaceTimed them they looked like they were having a good ass time too. DJ was teaching mama and lil bit how to play Fortnite and that shit was hilarious. Them lil bad ass kids was talking so much shit about them on that mic. I was dying laughing. I was just happy to see them enjoying some time with each other. Mama never fails to tell me how much she enjoys having the two of them around and how she loves them so much. I love they ass too. I'm gone scoop them up in a few hours because I miss them and I want them to come to my event with me as well.

After brushing my teeth and washing my face I made my way back into the bedroom to wake Pookie up. She told me last night how she wanted to hit the rode early so that she could make it to the visitation on time. I know if I would continue to let her sleep she would not make it in time. As good as she is sleeping, I have to get her up.

"Baby."I said softly as I stroked her hair behind her ear, giving me a clear view of her beautiful face.

"Mhm?"She let out, still not bothering to move.

"You gotta get up. You need to hit the rode soon."I told her as I softly rubbed her belly. I couldn't help to smile as I looked down at it. I swear, it feels like Pookie is getting bigger by the day. With her only being 2 and a half months ofcourse her stomach isn't huge, but it's definitely growing. It's showing so much now and starting to get that circular shape. I don't even know why my ass excited as hell about that. I guess because I just know my baby in there.