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X - X - Rays And Kisses

Kellin's pov

'Kellin............Kellin.'

'Huh?' I said and snapped out of my thoughts.

'I asked you how you're feeling today.' My therapist Vic asked me.

'Same as yesterday.' I said boredly. I'd been stuck in this hospital for over a month now because I'd tried to kill myself. Apparently I had schizophrenia or something and I needed to be monitored for a while. So I'd been stuck with seeing Vic everyday and him trying to get me to talk to him.

'Kellin you need to talk about everything. It might help you feel better.' Vic said. Again.

'There's nothing to talk about. I felt like killing myself so I tried. I failed and ended up stuck in here.' I grumbled. Vic rolled his eyes and sighed. For a therapist he wasn't too bad. He was actually pretty hot. I just didn't like talking about things.

'Clearly this approach isn't working.' Vic stated.

'Gee ya think?' I sassed.

'Hey enough of the sass mister.' Vic scolded playfully. I held my hands up in surrender and waited for him to continue.

'So maybe we could just talk about other things. Can you tell me something you enjoy? Like a hobby or a favorite tv show? Something like that.' Vic asked hopefully. I thought about it and decided to throw him a bone. I'd rather talk about things I enjoyed rather than him trying to get me to talk about the darker subjects.

'Music. I love to sing.' I said shyly.

'Cool. Maybe you'll let me hear sometime?' Vic asked.

'Maybe.....' I trailed off.

'So have any favorite bands?' Vic asked and I started to tell him. We spent the rest of the session talking about the bands we loved and we actually had a lot in common. When I walked back to my room after the session I realised that I was smiling for the first time in months. Hmm maybe therapy with Vic isn't so bad after all.

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'I know what you're going to ask me and I'm feeling kinda okay today.' I said as I walked into Vic's office the next day.

'Wow that's great. What's changed your mood?' Vic asked happily as I took a seat.

'Yesterday's session was fun. It was the first time I've smiled for a long time.' I said and started blushing.

'Well that's good. I was thinking today we could maybe talk about your life before everything happened. If it's not too much? Just the happy things.' Vic asked and I nodded.

'Um okay.' I agreed, giving him a little smile.

'Okay cool so tell me what you used to be like. About your friends, girlfriends. Things like that.' Vic said and I smirked at the girlfriend part.

'Well I was actually kinda a troublemaker at school and my friends too. But they were and still are amazing friends. They've been here for me. And as for the girlfriend thing. I'm gay.' I said and smirked again as Vic's eyes widened.

'You are?!' Vic asked slightly loud.

'Yup.' I said and bit my lip.

'Oh cool. I am too. But um what were we talking about? Friends yes your friends hah!' Vic stumbled over his words and I burst out into a fit of giggles.

'What.' Vic scowled.

'Nothing.' I smirked.

'Kellin........' Vic grumbled.

'You're reaction to finding out I'm gay was hilarious. Very entertaining actually.' I said and stood up. I walked around to Vic's side of the desk and sat on it, facing him. I smiled as I realised the old Kellin was coming back. The one who would flirt with teachers and cause trouble.

'It was cute.' I smirked and watched Vic as he blushed.

'Kellin you can't say that.' Vic sighed.

'Why not? I think you're cute so I told you.' I smiled.

'Okay so let's move on then.' Vic said, sounding hopeful that I'd just drop it.

'Nah.' I sassed. I moved my hand closer to his and when he didn't stop me I put it on top of his.

'Kellin we shouldn't be doing this.' Vic sighed and ran a hand over his mouth.

'But I think you're cute and I think you think I'm cute.' I said and smiled.

'I do.' Vic said and he actually gave me a little smile.

'Good because I also think you're fucking hot too.' I said and jumped on Vic's lap before he could stop me.

'Kell.' Vic complained halfheartedly.

'Vic.' I said and grabbed his hands. I placed them on my hips and let go.

'You're gonna get me in so much trouble.' Vic said but chuckled.

'I won't say a word to anyone. And you're making me happy again which is what everyone wants anyways so it's a win win.' I smiled and leaned into his neck.

'Since the first day I saw you I've thought you're cute. You're so beautiful Kellin. And I'm going to help you be happy again.' Vic said quietly in my ear.

'Kiss me Vic.' I whispered in his ear and pulled back to look at him.

'Okay.' Vic whispered back and took my face in his hands before pressing his lips to mine.

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Posted on Saturday December 24th
Tomorrow's fic will be called You, Me And A Cup Of Tea (fluff)
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