Brother // l.h.

• Three •

My alarm went off at about 6am. Lazily turning around I looked out of my window only to notice that it was raining. "Naaaaaahhhh" I groaned maybe a little too loud for the time, but I didn't care. With really slow movements I stood up and walked over to my dresser. To be honest, I like rain, I really do, but today it was a perfect representation of my mood. It was dark outside, because of all the clouds and my mood was down as well. Sullen I dressed in a black skinny jeans with holes in it. Matching that I put on a white Tshirt with a jacket in a military green, deciding to futhermore go with black vans. Putting my hair in a bun and walked downstairs. 

My dad was already up. "Good morning sunshine." he greeted me and I looked at him and then out of the window. "Sunshine, that's what I'm searching for." I said monotone and my dad put down the newspaper he was reading. "What's up Em?" he asked, looking at me awaiting. "Nothing, just in a bad mood I guess. Hey, can you pick me up after music class late noon?" "I'm sorry to reject you Em, but I'm still at work at that time today. I had to switch to a long shift so I could attend your concert on sunday." he said calmly. I nodded and sat down to eat breakfast. After I went through some of my twitter notifications I looked at the clock that hung up on the wall across from me. It was 6:50am and time to go to the bus stop. 

Grabbing my backpack I walked over to the front door. "Bye dad, have fun at work. Love you." I shouted. "Wait up Em!" He shouted after me and I turned to look in his direction, while I already had opened the door halfways. "Don't forget it's your brother's birthday today!" He said in a serious tone. "I know dad." I replied, rolling my eyes while speaking and walked out of the front door. 

How does he even think that I would forget Luke's birthday? Like this is going to be the number one topic of my friends today. Whatever, I got on the bus and drove to school. Exiting the bus I walked through the school gate and inside of the main building. Walking down the hallway, I saw that the girls were already standing in front of their lockers, talking enthusiastically about something. 

"Good Morning Em!" Amy says as she looks at me all smiley. "Morning girls." I said and opened my locker. The girls went back into their conversation. "So he has literally just dropped the location of the party. He's celebrating somewhere in London in a huge house, the address of course, is a secret." My eyes wandered over their faces as I packed the books for the first period into my school bag. The awe is visble on all of their faces. Biting my lip I tried to stop myself from smiling. 

The bell rang and we made our way to the first class of the day which is maths. I didn't really enjoy maths, but I was a straight A student, so I didn't care at all. Maths went over fast and next was french. French was easy as well, my mum taught me french when I grew up, so I would be multilangual. Finally lunch break began and we sat down on our usual spot near the stairs. 

Han logged into her twitter and studied concentrated her timeline. "I so hope they will post pictures of the party!" she suddenly said. "All of their tweets sound so pumped, except for one but oh well." she went on. Chelsea bend over so she could look at the tweet Han was talking about. "Luke5Sos: So sad my sister can't come to the party! Haven't seen her in a long time. Love you  @EmHemmo. x" Chelsea reads out loud. The girls were all silent and I feel a big lump forming in my throat. "Aww I feel so sorry for them, but that is definitely one of the cutest tweets of him!" Chelsea said in awe. Hailey smiled, as well as Amy and Han. Silently I let out a sigh. Well hearing them talking about him all day is one thing and I'm capable of handling that, but his tweet and the girls together. It feels like something is killing me from inside and I feel my heart pounding very hard and fast in my chest.

"You okay Em? You don't look very good." Amy pulled me out of my thoughts with her comment and for the first time I was somehow glad about it. "I feel sick, nothing more." I lied and looked over to Han, who was secondly refreshing her timeline. Amy nodded hesitatingly and turned back towards the others. "So we have to choose a song for music class. Mrs Smith said we need to tell her today which one we want to sing at the school concert." Hailey asked in our round and soon they were discussing about at least 20 different songs, of which they thought would fit perfectly. They managed to reduce the number of songs to 2 different songs. One by 5 Seconds of Summer, what else, but also one of Emily Hemmings. Yes, one of my own songs. They decided to vote by handsign and to my surprise and to my bad they decided to sing a song of me.