Secrets

Chapter 32

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I had just gotten home from work today, and I was extremely tired. I was planning on watching TV all day when I heard a knock on the door. I opened it to see Niall.

I missed him so much, and without saying a word I leaned in and kissed him soft, warm, kissable lips. When I pulled away he had a smirk on his face. "I love you." He whispered. "How was Veronica?" I asked, almost choking on my words. "Terrible like always." He mumbled as he walked inside. "What do you mean?" I asked. "She lied, she just wanted me." He said, like a huge weight was lifted off his shoulder. "No baby?" I whispered, too surprised to realize what he told me. "No baby." He confirmed, pulling me into a hug.

I was so happy, no baby, no Veronica. It was just a stupid lie, and Niall wasn't going to be a dad. He started kissing my neck as I tugged lightly at his hair, a moan escaping my lips. He picked me up and placed me on my bed in the bedroom as he continued to kiss me. "Let's take this off." He whispered, helping me take off my shirt, revealing my pink laced bra. He looked up and down my body for a moment before continuing to kiss my body. "Your skin is so soft." He mumbled between kisses, my breathing getting heavier.

He slowly pulled down my pajama shorts, placing light kisses on my stomach, making me moan. "You're wet already." He whispered, a smirk on his face which made me blush. The room was getting hotter and hotter by the second, as my breathing got heavier to his every touch. I slowly grabbed the collar of his shirt, helping him unbutton the shirt. "Eager?" He joked, continuing to kiss me as I unbuttoned his shirt, revealing his toned muscles. He pulled out a condom from his wallet, placing it on the bed as I took off his belt, pulling his pants down.

He grabbed the packet and opened it, turning around to put it on. He turned to face me, pushing me down to the bed, kissing my lips with pressure, sticking his tongue in, lightly pulling down my panties. "You're so sexy." He whispered, looking up and down my body once more before taking off his boxer, my eyes going wide. This is the first time I have gone this far with anyone and I think I was ready, I needed him.

Suddenly I felt a slight pinch inside me each time he pulled in and out of me, causing moans to escape my mouth. It felt slightly uncomfortable but I wanted this, and it was only my first time so I guess it gets better. "You feel so fucking good." He whispered before pressing his lips onto mine, continuing to pull in and out, slowly for my sake.

Soon I climaxed, pulling on the bed sheets, as I reached my most fragile moment. Niall was still on top of me, hovering over me as our breaths slowed down.

He got off of me, putting his boxers back on. "Where are you going?" I asked. "The bathroom, don't worry I'll be back babe." He smiled, walking inside the bathroom for a shower. I walked inside the closet to put on a new pair of panties and a bra, then a tank top and shorts.

I walked by the mirror and looked my face, I was glowing. Every inch of me shining. He's the one making me feel this way, no im wonder some girls do these types of things often.

Niall walked out of the bathroom with wet hair and a towel wrapped around his waist. He looked like an angel. "You look amazing." He said, kissing me. "It won't hurt anymore baby, this was just your first time." He whispered, cupping my face in his hands, making me look into his beautiful eyes. I loved him so much, and it scares me to think of a world without him. I felt alive, for once I felt beautiful.

After he got dressed we cuddled on my bed, as Niall gave me little kisses here and there every so often. "How do you feel?" He asked, holding my hands in his. "It felt good." I whispered, blushing at the thought of what took place just ten minutes ago. "You felt so god damn good." He said, making me blush even harder. "Niall..." I whined, playfully hitting his arm. "I'm sorry babe." He whispered, I knew exactly what he was talking about. "..for everything." He whispered. "I forgive you." I replied, giving him a little kiss on the cheek.

I feel asleep in his strong arms, feeling the comfort and safety in them like I once did. He was mine, and I was his.

I woke up from the nap next to Niall, my body all sweaty like his. I got off the bed slowly to make sure I didn't wake him up as I took off my clothing, grabbing my towel to go into the shower. "Can I come?" He asked, his morning voice clear in his words. "God you scared me! No you can't." I said, smiling as I grabbed a clean pair of panties and a bra and walked into the shower.

I turned the hot water on, taking off the hair tie that kept my hair in place, causing my hair to fall over my shoulders. I felt so relaxed and happy, I felt like nothing could bring me down. All thanks to Niall, my own angel.

After washing my body and my hair, I grabbed the towel and wrapped it around my body, wrapping my hair in a smaller towel. When I walked out of the shower Niall was in the kitchen cooking some sort of food. "What are you cooking?" I asked, peeking into the kitchen. "Ill answer you if you give me a sneak peak through the towel." He said with a smirk, making me blush as I playfully punched his arm, making him laugh. "You little pervert!" I joked, walking back into the bedroom to change.

I liked this, being able to joke around with Niall, having no worries or problems to solve. Everything at peace.

Once I changed I walked back into the kitchen where Niall was cooking spaghetti. "Can I help?" I asked, perking up. "Yes but do not touch the spaghetti!" He warned, handing me the bowl filled with the meat balls. "Coat them in my special spaghetti sauce." He instructed, showing me how to do it. "I got this!" I joked, mixing the bowl, when a meatball fell out of bowl. "Oops!" I said, raising my hands with the spoon in my hand, causing some of the sauce to splatter on Niall's face. I couldn't help but laugh. "Oh you're gonna pay!" He joked, grabbing a handful of spaghetti and throwing it down my shirt, making me jump. We continued throwing food and laughing at each other's appearances.

Soon we had to take a shower for the second time after cleaning up the mess we created in the kitchen. "Thanks to you now we have to eat out." Niall said, pretending to be mad, a smile taking over his angry features.

After taking a shower we drove over to a fast food place to grab a quick meal, telling jokes and laughing as we ate. I loved this, I loved having a playful relationship with Niall, with no drama and certainly no baby.

We decided to drive back to Niall's place, he gave me one of his shirts to wear to bed, it smelt just like him, sweet yet minty and I loved it.

We fell asleep laughing as we thought about everything that happened through out the day.