Secrets

Chapter 38

Bad news: we only have 2.0K reads so far and if I don't get the five hundred reads in nineteen days then I'll have to upload the new story on December 1, sorry guys :( -Sarina

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Niall helped me pay aunt Kelly's debts, and everything with my dad was finally over.

It was Christmas Eve tonight and Niall and I have been watching Christmas specials on TV all day. "Why do the ones I love always get hurt?" I randomly asked Niall, more like a question to myself than to him. "Everything happens for a reason." He tried to explain, confusing me a little. "The people I love always choose people that hurt them. Why does everyone I love choose the wrong people to take care of them?" I asked, a tear falling down from my cheek. It was obvious I was talking about my mom and dad, they were never meant to be. "We choose the love we think we deserve." He whispered, quoting 'The Perks of Being a Wallflower'. "Don't cry princess, it's not worth it. It's all over." He said, gently wiping away the tear on my cheek. I loved these pointless yet meaningful conversations with Niall. He understands me and I love him for that, I just wish I could treat him the way he treats me.

I leaned into Niall, my lips pressing onto his soft ones. He seemed surprised by my actions at first, but responded quickly by grabbing my waist and pulling me closer on the couch. I slowly started unbuttoning his shirt, as he helped me take off my shirt as well. I successfully unbuttoned his shirt and took it off, making sure to not stop our kiss. A moan escaped from my lips as he nibbled on the skin on my neck. Niall picked me up and carried me into the bedroom, laying me down gently as he slowly pulled down my shorts, revealing my panties.

He pulled down his jeans, revealing his black boxers, I could tell he was already hard as he unclasped my bra, gently sucking on my nipples. I pulled down his boxers, and I wanted to make him feel good. "I want to do something for you this time." I whispered shyly, making him smile. "Are you sure?" He asked, even though I could tell he was excited. I nodded in reply and slowly took him in my mouth, using my hands for the rest of the part. I heard a deep moan come out of his mouth, making me want to do it faster.

"Not so fast babe, I want to go inside of you before I cum." He whispered with a smirk on his face, pulling back onto the bed and ripping off my panties. He went in and started pulling in and out, faster and faster, causing me to hold on tight to the sheets. It felt amazing, even though I would never let him know that, I am way too shy. I started moaning louder and louder, until I felt a warm liquid in Niall's condom, causing him to pull out. "Oh my god." I whispered, my legs numb from what took place just now. "That was the best sex I've had in a while." He said with a smug smile as i punched him jokingly.

I got up and grabbed a towel, going inside the shower to wash off all the sweat. Once I thought I was clean enough I got out, Niall going inside the shower as soon as I got out. I looked in the mirror and I seemed lighter, glowing basically. I guess this is what love does to you.

Niall and I might not last forever, but the memories will.

I walked back into the bedroom and put some clothes on, blow drying my hair. Niall walked in, with only a towel as he hugged me from behind, gently kissing my neck. "I love you so much Maria." He whispered, then walked into the closet to change.

It was Christmas Eve and here we were, sitting on the couch, taking in the silence. "Niall?" I called him. "Yeah babe?" He whispered. "Will you sing for me again?" I asked, I wanted to hear his beautiful voice once again, before I fell asleep tonight. "Anything for you." He whispered.

Written in these walls are the stories that I can't explain

I leave my heart open but it stays right here empty for days