Secrets

Chapter 22

WOOOOAAAAAAHHHH IZ FRIDAY WHEN I WRITE THIS SO YAAAYYYYAAAYAYYYAAAYY!!! This chapter is dedicated to MoJo13 ...WELCOME!!! SHE JUST FOLLOWED ME YAY! -Sarina

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It was already seven o'clock in the afternoon, meaning I had to get ready quickly of I wanted to make it to Madam Laguèè's get together.

I wore something fancy and curled my hair, putting it into a fancy side bun. I wore the necklace Harry gave me for my birthday last year and my black heels and I was ready. Niall was already set and ready to go waiting for me in the living room, watching TV.

I slowly walked over to him, nervous to how he would react to my outfit. "You look amazing, so beautiful." He whispered under his breath, making me blush as he eyed me up and down. He always knew how to give a girl confidence, even an insecure, broken girl like me. "And you look handsome." I added, as he held his hand out for me to grab. "Let's roll." He said with a smile, leading me out of my apartment.

"Please drive carefully, and of you're going to drink at the party let me know." I warned, buckling up my seat belt. There was sympathy in Niall's eyes. "Don't worry, I won't drink." He said, giving me a reassuring smile as I gave one back in return.

Once we got there Niall dropped me off on the front porch of Madam L's house while he left to park the car. Madam Laguèè lived in a nice modern styled home, not too far from the city. There were fairy lights leading to the front door, and almost every wall was made of windows, letting you see the amazing view outside. There was a huge fountain, right where the Parking lot is.

After a little while Niall finally came back from trying to find a parking spot, and we both walked inside together. There were about fifty agents, managers, company owners sprawled out in the house, chatting amongst each other as a man in a suite played classical music in the back of the living room.

"Ah Maria! Welcome!" I heard a voice behind me say. Niall and I both turned to see that it was Madam L. I gave her a friendly smile and walked over to her. "Hi, thank you so much for inviting me. Oh and this is Niall, my boyfriend." I said, calling Niall my boyfriend still sounded strange to me, almost uncommon. "Oh hello young man, it's very nice to meet you." She said with a smile, shaking his hand. "Pleasure to meet you as well ma'am." Niall replied with his mesmerizing accent. "Well I'll be talking to the people over there, feel free to have some wine or get some snacks from the buffet table over there." Madam L said, leaving me and Niall.

"She seems nice." Niall said, grabbing my waist. "Let's go somewhere more private." He whispered in my ear, making the hair at the back of my neck stand straight. "No Niall, I'm here for business, be professional for once." I joked, poking his chest. "No Niall I'm here for business." He mimicked me, using a high pitched girly voice as I gave him a glare. "Sorry babe." He whispered, giving me a kiss on the forehead. "How was dinner with your dad?" He asked, caressing my cheeks. "Great, amazing, spectacular." I said in a sarcastic tone. "He has a new family, he moved on. The entire time he talked about his god damn cat and his family trips, trips he never took with me and my mom." I said, trying to sound like it didn't hurt, when in reality I was holding back so many tears.

I guess Niall knows me too well, because he gave me a sweet little hug. "Do you want to go outside for some air?" He whispered as I quickly nodded, I needed to let these feelings out. I am tired of always keeping thing in, I'm tired of being someone's second choice, I'm tired of always being abandoned, I'm tired of it all. Once we walked over to the front porch Niall grabbed my hand, planting soft little kisses on it. "Let it out princess." He whispered, looking me deep in the eyes with his blue ones. "I'm mad! Mad that my dad left me so fast! I'm tired of my mom and dad never thinking about how I felt about the situation! I'm sick and tired of everyone always leaving me!" I screamed, tears making their way down my face. Thank god no one was on the front porch.

"You're dad made a mistake, a huge one at that, but it was a mistake. He's here now, and he cares about you Maria. You don't realize how many people care about you." He explained, wiping a few strands of hair from my face. "And you know I would never leave you, ever. I... I love you Maria." He whispered, making my head spin, and my body freeze. I could barely feel my legs, and I felt like my body was numb. Did I hear that correctly? He loves me? Of course not Maria, he's just saying that. "And I'm not just saying this, I am truly, madly, deeply in love with you. I love the way you play with your fingers whenever your nervous or scared, I love the way you always put your hair back, I love the way you always try to make everyone happy, I love the way you don't care about what people think about you, and I love you in general." He said, making me cry once again.

I didn't know what to say, but I felt like I was floating on clouds, light, fluffy clouds filled with love. At that moment I realized, I loved him too. It was scary to realize this, considering what happened in the past, but Niall was there for me through everything, he took care of me and was there when I needed him; I love him.

"I love you too Niall." I whispered, our lips smashing into each other, as I started tugging on his hair and his hands finding their way down to my waist. I finally pulled away, trying to gasp for air. "Let's go back inside." I whispered as hi have me a smile.

I talked to a few big company owners, getting their business cards and getting to know more about the work force. By the time people started leaving it was already twelve o'clock.

When we got home Niall offered to stay with me for the night, and I took the offer. I walked into the bathroom, changing into my pajamas, washing my face, and brushing my teeth. Once I walked back Niall was already changed into his black boxers and was laying on the bed, playing on his phone. I walked over to the bed and snuggled next to him, as his hand rested on my shoulder.

He put his phone away and looked at me for a minute, before kissing me gently on the lips. "Niall, I'm ready." I whispered. I needed him, I wanted to feel his touch. "Are you sure? This is something you can't take back.l he whispered back. "I'm positive, I want this." I replied, as a smirk appeared across his face.

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Midnight memories~ HAAA get it I BET U GUYS THEIR NEXT ALBUM WILL BE "oh shit she's pregnant" HAAAAA WELL I SKIPPED THEM DOING THE DINK DANKY (sex) BC YALL ARE HORNY ASS BITCHES AND I DONT WANT TO FEED TO IT IF YA KNO WHAT I MEAN DOe K IM NOT COOL BAI.