I've gotten to the point where I can't understand my friends. I know what they go through and I know I've felt like them before, but I just can't feel like them anymore. I'm getting colder and it's honestly scaring me. I can laugh and cry during my high and lows but when I'm in between I feel nothing. It's like I don't exist, and I can't feel anymore. I can't bring myself to care about anything.