Sometimes I think about if I would be better off dead, but then I think of my little brother. I think of how he comes in every night after his shower to hug me and tell me goodnight. I want to grow up and protect him. I want to give him advice and I want to be there when he graduates, when he gets his first job, his first house. I can never leave him.
I think of Daniel, who honestly has helped me through so much shit idk what I'd do without him. I'm surprised he hasn't gotten annoyed with me and my shit and told me goodbye.
I think of Jazzmine. Oh where do I even start with Jazzmine. She changed my life. She has given me so much support and advice and I owe her my life. I can't even begin to explain how much she means to me.
I think of these three people who I love all so much, and I am glad I'm alive to be around them. These three wonderful people.
Thank you so freaking much.
