Today is not a good one. When did it start going bad? When I woke up? When I got to school? I don't know. Tbh I don't remember most of it. I remember that I had to remind myself not to cry every few minutes. I went to the neighborhood park after school and I played in the sand. I feel so disjointed. What am I even living for? Eat, sleep, go to school, repeat. School has become hell. I used to love it. I loved learning new things, and I still do, but now I can barely make it through the day. At least I have WiFi there.
I just want to sleep.
