Is it bad that I have almost all of those things up there? I don't want to say I'm depressed since I haven't been medically diagnosed. I haven't been actually happy for a long, long time. I am happy in short bursts, usually when I have someone to talk to. In the short amount of time I am talking to someone, I feel alright. Sadly, I am mostly alone. I should get used to it though because if I keep it up, its just going to be me and my houseplants.
