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"Hey babe," I felt a familiar hand shaking me slightly waking me up. I opened my eyes and turned around to see Shawn standing next to my bunk. "We're at our next stop, are you coming" He asked.

"I think I'm gonna sit this one out." I spoke.

"Babe," he spoke, sighing, "You've missed our last two tour stops." he said, "And I miss having my babygirl on the sidelines, and I miss our before show ritual." he said, referencing to the kiss I give him and the 'good luck muffin' I always say.

"Sorry, I just don't feel good." I spoke, telling a white lie.

"Okay babygirl." he spoke, placing a kiss on my forehead, "if you feel better feel free to pop your head in okay?" he said. I nodded then he shut my curtain and I rolled back around and faced the wall, sighing.

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I sat at the front of the bus, fooling around with Gillinsky's spare guitar since it was the only guitar that was still on the bus because the boys were preforming. I strummed a few chords, humming along. I heard the door open and I looked up to see Gillinsky standing there. "Hey," he spoke, "Wait is that my guitar?" he asked.

I shrugged, giggling. "maybe." I said. "Where are the rest of the boys?" I asked.

"Andrew brought a cake and they're al eating it and hanging out backstage, I didn't feel like eating so I came to visit." He sat down next to me and said, "do you play?" pointing to his guitar I was holding, I shook my head, "Not really, I only know like a song from memory but not it's not good." I said.

"I bet your great." he said, "What song do you know how to play?" he asked me.

"Photograph." I said. "by Ed Sheeren"

"I love that song." he spoke, "Can I hear you play a little bit?" He asked.

"Sure, but a warning I'm not very good." I said as I stared to strum a couple chords, then messing up.

"Here," he said as he put one arm around me, "It's easier if you put this hand here." He spoke as he put his hand on mine and adjusting it and putting my fingers in the right places. I tried playing the song and he was right, it was much easier. Jack started to sing along, causing me to smile. "Cmon P sing with me." he said, throwing his hands up into the air, causing me to giggle. I sang a little bit with him and kept playing the song on the guitar.

"OH DAYUM WE GOT US SOME PREFORMERS!" Johnson said as he walked onto the bus. Jack and I kept singing as everyone from Magcon walked onto the bus, even the ones from the other bus. "OH DAMN P'S GOT A VOICE ON HER!" cam said as he got onto the bus. I noticed that Shawn walked onto the bus last with a slice of cake in his hand. He saw me and waved. I smiled as the song ended and everyone applauded. "Damn with that voice you could preform on stage girll!" Taylor said.

"Oh my god," Gillinksy said, "You totally should." He spoke.

"Nah." i spoke, looking down. "I've never really sang in front of a group until now, I have really bad stage fright."I spoke.

"We have a small venue in a week or so, you should preform there." Hayes spoke.

"I'll think about it." I spoke. Everyone cheered then i saw Shawn walk past me and place the slice of cake in the fridge, soon walking out of the front section of the bus.

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