A/N: OMFG I JUST WATCHED TREAT YOU BETTER'S VIDEO AJOJOANCOEIAJONOFNOAISAE IT'S SO FUCKING DARK I LOVE IT OML. I LOVE IT SO MUCH.
"I fucked it up Willow" I said, running my hands through my hair as Willow sat in front of me on my bed with me.
"Wait calm down, what do you mean?" She asked me.
"Last night, with Shawn" I spoke. "I got nervous and I messed it up." I said, falling back onto my bed, grabbing a pillow and screaming into it. I heard Willow chuckle, causing me to sit back up and say, "What's so funny" I asked, utterly confused.
"You really have feelings for him don't you?" She asked. I shrugged looking down, "It's okay to like someone else, it's okay to move on." She said. I took a breath and looked up, "I-I think I have feelings for him" I spoke.
Willow squealed before talking. "THEN GO TALK TO HIM! TELL HIM! GO ON ANOTHER DATE! FLIRT YOUR ASS OF BOO!" She yelled. "Wait actually don't tell him," She said, causing us to both laugh. I shrugged. "What's wrong?" She asked.
"I-I don't know, I feel like I can't do that." I spoke.
"What do you mean, of corse you can" She spoke.
"No, I mean..." I said, sighing and looking down.
"Aaron?" she asked, I nodded in reply. "He's an asshole, he cheated and left you all alone, he doesn't deserve an amazing, gorgeous, lovable girl like you. He's the one missing out on a beautiful girl. But Shawn on the other hand, he's sweet and kind and loving and I bet he likes you too." Willow said. I took a deep breath and looked up. "You can do this." She said.
"I can do this." I spoke.
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Willow and I walked around the city, laughing and talking, enjoying our girls day out. We walked into Starbucks and walked up to the register to order. "I got these girls!" I heard a yell. I looked up from my phone and saw Shawn walking up to the register. Willow nudged me to get closer, pushing me closer to the counter. "Hey," he said, "How may I help you beautiful?" He said, causing me to smile.
"Can I have a Grande passion fruit iced tea with light ice?" I asked.
"Of course." He said, "That'll be $3.25" He spoke. I paid and I stepped aside, waiting for my drink. Willow stood beside me, waiting for her drink and whispered, "Did you see the way he looked at you?" she asked me as we got our drinks and sat at a table just outside of Starbucks.
"He just looked at me." I said, shrugging it off.
"No, his eyes sparkled and his smile grew so big." She spoke.
"Probably just wanted a good tip." I said.
"Why are you pushing it off Penelope" she asked me, I shrugged as I took a sip from my iced tea and took out my phone. "you like him, and he likes you." She said.
"You don't know that he likes me." I said.
"He put his arm around you on your date. AND HE WROTE A SONG ABOUT YOU" she said.
"How do you know that." I asked her.
"I have my ways." she said, causing me to sit silently. "cmon, it's time to move on, it's okay to move on." She spoke.
"Yea, but you know what's not okay?" I asked her. "Getting hurt because of some stupid boy, it hurts like hell Willow" I said, not giving her a chance to answer my question. "That's what's not okay, getting hurt."
