Why didn't you say you were jealous- Lilo agelpay

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Liam- 8 month headspace

Louis- 3 year old headspace 



"Come here honey, we shall go into our room and I'll feed you" Rob said as he took the pill that would allow him to breastfeed Liam

"I'll come and sit through with you in a minute ok?"Tim said kissing Rob gently on the lips and Liam on the forehead 

"Awesome, come on Liam, lets get some milk in your tiny tummy" Rob said placing Liam on the bed as he took off his shirt 

"Hey babe, the table is booked for 8:30" Tim said as he helped Rob hold Liam correctly so he'd be able to feed him 

"Alright, come on babes latch on for me" Rob said only getting a confused look from Liam

"Vy mozhete zaperet'sya na rebenka (You can latch on baby)" Tim said to Liam who instantly latched on making Rob lean back with Tim resting his head on his shoulder watching Liam suckle making cute little noises 

"Mozhem li my uderzhat' yego , on prosto tak chertovski milo? (Can we keep him, he is just so fucking cute?)" Rob asked in Russian

"Nam pridetsya pogovorit' s sotsial'nymi sluzhbami (We'll have to talk to social services)" Tim replied kissing Rob's cheek 

"Yebat' , on tak milo , kak kto-to mog prichinit' yemu bol'? (Fuck, he's so cute, how could someone hurt him?)" Rob whimpered as Liam finished instantly burping and falling asleep looking impossibly cuter tan before 

"Mogu li ya pozvonit' vam papa, vrode kak v moyem roditelya? (Can I call you daddy, like as in my parent?)" Liam asked Tim shyly from where he was cuddling Rob 

"Konechno mal'chik , vam ne nuzhno sprashivat' (Of course baby boy, you don't need to ask)" Tim replied laughing gently 

"Spasibo ..... papa (Thank you ..... daddy)" Liam said cuddling Rob close as both men started to get ready for dinner 

"Chto vy khotite , chtoby nosit' malyshku ? Kostyum ili prosto futbolku i trenirovochnyye bryuki (What you want to wear babe? Suit or a T-Shirt and some sweat pants?)" Tim asked to th eboy who was waking up slightly 

" Potlivost' i futbolka pozhaluysta papa (Sweats and a T-Shirt please daddy)" Liam said in a small voice obviously still feeling very tired 

"Nu togda , dorogaya , pozvolyayet poluchit' vniz, vy mozhete imet' drugoy kanal vniz tam (Come on then darling, lets get downstairs, you can have an other feed down there)" Tim said picking the small boy up as he started to cry tiredly curling up to make himself small 

"Pravo , my dolzhny speshit' , uzhin za 20 minut (Right we have to hurry, dinner is in 20 minutes)" Tim said cradling Liam as they rushed out of the apartment 

"Khotite mumiyu (want mummy)" Liam whimpered reaching for Rob with tears streaming rapidly down his face 

"Uspokoytes',  prezhde chem vy zaboleli,  u menya yest' ty,  mamochka lyubit vas tak sil'no (Calm yourself before you become sick, I have you, mummy loves you so much)" Rob said taking the boy into his arms as they walked into the restaurant to find their other lovers 

"Imeyet Zayn ili lyuboy iz mal'chikov pozvonil vam govoryat, chto oni nakhodyatsya na puti? (Has Zayn or any of the boys called you saying they are on their way?)" Tim asked just as the men they were talking about walked in

"Oni deystvitel'no khoroshiye lyudi , ne volnuytes', mal'chik (They are really nice people, don't worry baby boy)" Rob soothed rubbing the whimpering boys back as four tall, buff, tattooed men walked in two sitting on either side of Rob 

"Who is this?" Zayn asked softly looking at the tiny boy in Robs arms 

"I Wiam, dis mwummy awnd dwaddy" Liam whispered pointing to Rob and Tim

"You been cheating on us with a 15 year old you bastard?" Louis snarled making Liam whimper 

"Net, oni spasayut menya ot demonov, kotoryye ya ispol'zoval , chtoby zhit's (No, they save me from the demons I used to live with)" Liam smiling up at Rob 

"He speaks Russian, the fuck, I swear we couldn't speak that well at his age" Niall said shocked 

"His parents are Russian and abuse him, he's going to be living with us from now on" Rob said rubbing Liam's back as he got comfortable

"How come we have to look after a weak kid?" Louis asked rudely 

"Because he has nowhere else to stay and he is really cute" Rob said as Liam started mouthing at his shirt again whimpering when he couldn't get any milk 

"You breastfeed this stupid child as well, he's fucking 15 years old, and by the looks of it he still wears nappies" Louis growled making Liam cry in surprise of the loud voice

"Get out Louis" Niall said taking the crying Liam into his own arms rocking him gently 

"Your choosing a baby over me?" Louis asked shocked 

"Yes, this boy has been abused for possibly his whole life, we will help him" Niall said continuing to rock the now sniffling boy

"Mamochka, pozhaluysta, moloko (mummy, milk please)" Liam whispered making grabby hands to Rob who instantly allowed the boy to latch on and suckle 


Niall watched in amazement as the small boy suckled with his eyes closed and small noises exiting his mouth every so often. Rob was also in complete comfort, rubbing the tiny boys bum as he suckled. Louis just walked out not wanting to watch it anymore. Louis won't admit it but he was jealous, he wanted to be cared for as if he was a baby. He sat down outside on one of the chairs and looked out onto the sea, tears falling as he wondered why he couldn't be brave enough to tell his partners what he wanted.


"Louis darling, whats going on in your pretty little head?" Rob asked as he walked out with Liam in his arms still nursing

"I want to be a big brother to Liam" Louis whispered before bursting into tears

"Oh honey, why didn't you say you were jealous" Rob said gently bringing Louis in for cuddle while nursing Liam

"I thought you'd all leave me" Louis whimpered looking at Liam 

"We'd never leave you honey, you can slip ok, I have you" Rob soothed as his now oldest son slipped with an innocent look on his face

"Mummy, cold, Li mwight gwet icky" Louis said standing up while holding Rob's hand

"Yea baby, we are going inside" Rob said taking Louis hand as he held Liam close to his body

"Liam small baby" Louis giggled as he ran into Zayn's arms

"Yea, he is and you need to calm down so we can order some food" Zayn chuckled holding his oldest 'son' close 

"Mogu li ya sidet' s Teo? (can I sit with Theo?)" Louis asked 

"Konechno, pomnite, chto vy libo dolzhny govorit' na russkom ili grecheskiy becuase Liama ne govorit po- angliyski ochen' khorosho (Of course, remember you either need to speak in Russian or Greek becuase Liam doesn't speak English very well)" Tim explained to Louis as Liam fell asleep later that night 

"Pochemu on ne govorit po-angliyski , a takzhe nas? (Why doesn't he speak English as well as us?)" Louis asked sleepily 

"His daddy never taught him honey" Zayn said knowing Louis's Russian often slipped when he was tired 

"Night daddy, night Liam" Louis said as he fell asleep 

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