Don't Let Me Go

Chapter 27

Logan's POV

It's finally Friday and it seemed like the last three days have just flown by. I have loved every minute with Addison. She had a blast at the park with Julianna and Cam.

After talking with Cam, I decided to hold off on looking for an apartment until after I had the talk with Shannon.

I was shocked when Elliott reached out to me. To say I was surprised by the things she said was an understatement. Shannon was telling the truth, she was set up but she still has to take responsibility for what she did. Elliott explained what she had going and it sounded a lot like me with having the feelings that you are alone all the time. I feel bad for the girl but she's crazy.

I have about an hour before I have to leave to drop off Addison. Shannon text me and told me to come by around 5 o'clock. She would be home and wanted us to have dinner. I was nervous as hell. I missed Shannon so much but I'm still angry and hurt that she would do this to me. I want to get over it but there are going to be things that have to happen. 

I finish changing Addy's diaper and snap up her onsie before sitting her up on the bed.

"Almost time to go Lo." Cam states walking back in the room with Julianna.

"Yup, I'm nervous but I think we need to do this. Finally have this talk and lay everything out." Cam shakes her head agreeing. She sits down and puts Julianna on the bed who immediately crawls towards Addy.

"You right. It has been too long. Y'all have to figure this out. Don't take her back right away if you don't feel comfortable but I don't think you should give up on her either."

"You're right. I don't want to give up on our relationship but I definitely have some plans for us if we are going to work out."

"I can't believe Rachel is still managing to ruin your relationship from jail. She must really hate Shannon."

"Yeah. I wonder sometimes if Shannon was completely honest about their relationship."

"Maybe that's one of the things you need to find out."

I stand up and grab Julianna by her feet, tickling her. She squeals as she squirms all over the bed. I pick her up and kiss her fat jaws.

"Bye JuJu. Love you!" She squeals even louder and grabs my face. I place her back on the bed and pick up Addy. "Come on sweet thang. Mommy is probably ready to see you!" I head down the steps with Cam and Julianna behind me.

"Let me know how it goes!" Cam kisses me on the cheek and kisses Addy.

"You know I will. Love y'all."

"Love you too!"

The drive back to the house that I haven't been to in so long felt like a long one. I haven't been back here since I moved out and that's been about two weeks. I pull up in the driveway and see Shannon's Jeep in the garage.

I slowly get Addison out of her car seat trying not to wake her up, I grab her diaper bag and little book bag with her clothes in it. I walk up to the door and I don't know what to do. Do I knock or walk in? I decided to just ring the doorbell. It wasn't but a few seconds later that Shannon opened the door. My heart was racing and pounding so hard I was sure it would wake Addy up.

"Um hey Logan, you didn't have to ring the doorbell. You could've came on in, it is your house."

"Yeah I guess you're right but...I don't know...anyways. I brought Addison." I didn't even know what to say. For a moment, it felt like we were strangers.