Yet Again History Repeats Itself (Completed)

Chapter 1: First Day To A Perfect Doom

-so I forgot to mention there will be Spanish words thrown into the story if you don't understand a word please let me know and I'll translate it-

You'd think my life is perfect because of the way I present myself and how I hold my ground, but looks can be deceiving. And this is how my story goes.

It's the start to my freshmen year of high school so I'm 14 years old, female, and skinny.

I woke up to the sound of my alarm. I'm so drained from last night I wasn't able to sleep couldn't stop thinking of what high school is going to be like.

" ey Gigglesz are you awake" says my brother behind my locked door.

" yeah I'm up I'm going so you better not leave without me" I said.

" alright just hurry up" he said.

I finally got up from bed I looked in my full length mirror and I saw myself.

"You're so ugly kill yourself you worthless piece of shit" says my mind. I sighed and grabbed my clothes and went and took a shower.  As I was taking my shower I got my razor out I sat down in the tub and like every morning I cut my thigh I saw the blood pour down mixing with the water it felt so good I was about to cut again when my mother knocked on the door.

" mija are you almost done " says my mother.

" si ama I'm almost done tell Pelon to wait" I yelled.

" okay hurry up" she says.

I got up real quick and put my razor away and started to shower real quick. I got out and was drying my body off and I looked in the mirror at my bare naked body.

"I can see my ribs why do people think I'm fat like am I really? People make fun of my small breasts like why aren't they perfect? I turned to my side and I see my small booty that people say it's so flat. I put my hand over my butt cheek and I squish it, it's not even flat" I sighed and started to put my clothes on.

I put my hair in a messy bunn didn't feel like doing my hair. After that I put some eyeliner and mascara to make my eyes pop out more.

"Fuck Gigglesz you should've put your contacts on first" I said to myself.

Whatever I'll just put my glasses on. After I got done with everything I headed out to the kitchen.

" finally your done " says Pelon my brother.

" yeah my bad let's go " I said as I got a water bottle.

"Let's go" said Pelon.

We headed to the car and my other brother took us to school. He dropped of Pelon in middle school and me and other brother went to the high school. On the way there I decided to make small talk with Guero.

" so foo how is high school " I asked.

" it's alright just don't get in trouble " said Guero.

" me get in trouble no never I'm such an angel " I said as I chuckled a bit.

" sure Gigglesz I'm going to the gas station you want anything " asked Guero.

" humm yes get me some lays, mango Arizona, gummy bears, and some Advil my head is hurting. " I said.

" might as well buy the whole store but alright " said Guero as he parked next to the gas pump.

" really Gigglesz your head isn't hurting better take them all to finally overdose and die you want to be at peace right? This is the only way Gigglesz " says my mind.