Yet Again History Repeats Itself (Completed)

Chapter 72: What Now

"Look we have other options" said my doctor.

"Can you do a sonogram i won't believe you until I see it for myself" i said.

"Yeah I'll get it set up just wait" Said the doctor.

Then she left. I was still crying breaking down. I couldn't believe I was pregnant. I don't think I can do this.

"God why? Why are you doing this to me? Why now" I said to God.

Then I calmed down and I just waited for her to come back. Then she did and we went to a different room. I did what she told me and she did the sonogram. And yeah I was able to see my little one. I cried a little. I was even able to hear their heartbeat.

"How far am I" i asked.

"About 7 to 9 weeks" said the doctor.

"Wow my girl turns 3 months in a few days" I said.

"It happens you aren't the first, you'll get through this, we also have other options if you want" said my doctor.

"Thanks but I don't want an abortion, I'm all for exercising your rights but I don't believe in abortion" I said.

"Okay well let's get you set up for appointments and get you on prenatal vitamins" said my doctor as she gave me pictures of the sonogram.

After that we talked more and i made another appointment for next month. When I got done doing that I left back home.

I was parked outside my house and I didn't want to get down because I didn't know how Casper was going to react to the news.

I took deep breaths and I got down.

I walked to the living room and I saw them laying down together.

"Hey I'm back" I said getting Alaina from Casper and giving her kisses.

"You took long" said Casper sitting up.

I sat down next to him and he put his arm around me. "I know I had to wait for test results and all that" I said.

"Oh yeah those do take forever to come back" said Casper.

"They really do" I said.

"So what did they say" asked Casper.

I got my purse and I gave him the sonograms facing down. "Look for yourself" I said.

He looked at me worried as he got the pictures. He flipped them over and he had a shocked surprise look on his face. He was smiling like crazy "really? Your pregnant again" said Casper happy as Fuck.

"Yeah I'm pregnant again" I said giving him a smile.

He hugged me and gave me a kiss and he gave Alaina a kiss also.

"Wow I can't believe it! Another baby" said Casper smiling like crazy.

Seeing him be happy about having another baby made me happy but I wasn't as excited as he was. If it was up to me I wouldn't be having this baby. I felt like it was too soon to be having another baby. Don't get me wrong that's my child and I'll love my child regardless but i would've preferred waiting a little longer to be having another one.

"Our little Alaina is going to be a big sister" I said happy.

I knew this was a blessing to have another baby. I know a lot of woman struggle just to have one child. Yet here I am not being as thankful to be given this miracle to create another human being. Within time I knew I'd be getting used to it. I'm just worried for having them so close in age. I wanted to focus on my babygirl and spoil her and shower her with my love.