Yet Again History Repeats Itself (Completed)

Chapter 7: Should I Tell Or Should I Not

^ I have a video of the type of Chicano music I'd listen to so when I say " I'm listening to music " it's usually those types. Anyways back to the story.

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When he said that I just cried I wasn't able to speak. After a while of me crying I got calm.

" d-did you fuck someone else " I asked.

" no I promise I didn't " he said.

I looked up to him seeing his eyes getting lost in them my brain was saying to walk away. Yet my heart kept saying to forgive him. I was lost and I didn't know what to say.

I took a deep breath " okay I forgive you " I said. I hugged him and he hugged me back tighter. "I don't want to ever lose you Nessie " said A.

He cupped my cheek staring into my eyes. I swear my heart skipped a beat looking right back. He closed his eyes leaning forward his lips touching mine. I closed my eyes and started to kiss him right back. The kiss was passionate at first then it became lustful. He laid me down on the floor him being on top of me his hands started to feel me between my legs. Then I felt his hand trying to pull my pj shorts down with my panties and that's when I pulled away.

" no stop " I said breathing heavily.

" come on baby girl you'll love it " said A as he tried to kiss me again.

I moved my head and got up quick " no I said no A I don't want to lose my virginity till marriage " I said.

He groaned " okay " he said as he got up. " I think it's time for me to go you better not do anything " he said.

" I won't. And okay see you tomorrow " I said.

He gave me another kiss and he left. I cleaned up the pills and threw them away and went to my room. Then I drifted to sleep.

An hour passed by and Omar came into my room jumping on top of me waking me up.

" get off me you fat ass " I said.

Omar laughing " so mean little twig " said Omar.

" ugh don't call me that! " I yelled.

" why not it's true you are " he said.

" cause that's mean " I said.

" alright whatever anyways I have some blunts want to smoke " he asked.

I sat up real quick " fuck yeah " I said.

He laughed a bit " alright let's go outside " he said.

We left thru my window and we locked my bedroom door we sat down in the front porch luckily no one was able to see us we can only see them. I took my MP3 player and started to listen to Chicano rap music and he lit it up and we kept passing it.

" remember when I die girl don't you cry just dry your eyes I never meant for me to say goodbye remember when I die " I was singing and laughing.

-songs name When I Die by Lil Cuete -