Yet Again History Repeats Itself (Completed)

Chapter 57: Happy Birthday Daddy!-Jay

It felt like I just had gone to sleep when I heard my baby boys cries. I got up and I went to pick him up. I got a diaper and wipes to change his dirty diaper. After I got done with that I made him a bottle. I was feeding it to him. I was just watching him it was so peaceful he was holding on to my finger and it was just making me smile huge.

These past almost 3 months of having my baby boy have been stressful but oh so worth it. Just holding him in my arms made all the stress of the world go away. He's truly the greatest blessing I've ever had. He's made life worth living. I can't wait to see what life will bring us both. I gave him a kiss on his forehead.

"My sweet prince I love you so much" I said softly.

I looked over to see Casper and he was still fast asleep. He looks so peaceful seeing him that way is making me wish to be asleep too. I leaned back to the headboard and just stayed feeding Jay. I started to sing to him his favorite song. You'll Be In My Heart. Once I got done singing it to him I just smiled down at him. Such perfection. Once he got done with his bottle I pat his back until he burped. I gave him a kiss in his cheek.

"Que hermoso mi niño" i said to him. (How handsome my boy).

I laid him between my legs and I grabbed his hands and clapped them together.

"Papas, y papas para mamá las quemaditas para papá" i was telling him and he was doing baby coos and smiling. (The translation to that it's weird but I'll give it to y'all lol potato and potato for momma and the burnt ones for dada)

I started to laugh "precioso" I said. (Precious)

"Bon-bonito chocolatito cinco pedacitos y un pedacito" (i have no translation for this, it's something my mom would always say to babies so they can clap their hands)

Little Jay started to do his baby coos and he was moving his hands on his own. Then he put them inside his mouth and start to suck on them.

"Really papas you going to do that, You just ate! Mi niño gordito" i said to Jay. And he just laughed giving me one of his biggest smile.

I just shook my head "your lucky your cute" I said chuckling.

That's when Casper woke up.

"Good morning" said Casper in a sleepy voice.

"Good morning babe" I said.

I picked up Jay "baby it's your daddy's birthday today! Yay your daddy turned 17" I told Jay. "Give daddy a hug and kiss and tell him happy birthday papa" I said.

I laid him on top of Casper and I made the kissy noise "que chulo mi niño ándale ahora dile happy birthday papá" i said and Jay was just laughing doing his baby coos. Casper got Jay and he was laughing and give him a lot of kisses.

"You're the greatest gift I've ever received my little man, your the reason why I'm looking forward to my birthday this year. I love you Jay" said Casper to Jay as he gave him more kisses.

Casper sat up and he pulled me next to him.

"You both are all I need in this world" said Casper.

"Me too babe, you both are my happiness" i said playing with Jays hair.

I closed my eyes and I couldn't help it but smile. Nothing could ever ruin this moment. Just me and my boys that's all I need in this life. Our life's started a little earlier than most but I wouldn't have it any other way. My man he's flawed but he's perfect for me and my son he's everything I ever imagined him to be, nothing and no one will ever ruin this for me. I'm finally genuinely happy.