Yet Again History Repeats Itself (Completed)

Chapter 49: Seriously?!

"You know what Casper I don't want to deal with this right now and I so don't want to get into a fight right now so either stay the night and calm the fuck down or get the fuck out my room and house" I said.

"Whatever" said Casper.

Then he left. It really broke my heart that he left I wanted him to stay and calm down. And that's when little one reminded me he was with me. I went and made him a bottle and I gave it to him. I started to sing to him once again and he fell asleep once again. Once he got done I burped him and I laid him down in his crib. I went to the restroom and changed to more comfortable clothes then I went back to my room to go to sleep. And to my surprise Casper was there holding Jay rocking him.

"Hey you stayed" I said.

"Yeah I just went outside to get some air to calm down and when I came back he was getting fussy so I picked him up" said Casper.

"Oh alright then" I said.

I went and sat down in my bed. I was staring at the wall spaced off thinking of Casper and I. I just kept thinking how the hell is this going to even work. I want my baby with me always and I  don't want him away from my sight that's my baby. I know it's selfish of me and I should let him go with his dad but I don't want to share. My baby is my happiness. I was lost in my thoughts when Casper called me back to reality.

"Babe you okay" asked Casper waving his hand in front me while he hold Jay.

I smiled at him "yeah sorry just lost in my own thoughts" I said.

"Yeah I can see that but he's asleep and I don't know how to lay him down" said Casper.

I chuckled and I got Jay from him.

"Move the crib next to my side of the bed" I said.

He went and moved the crib and that's when I laid Jay down and I covered him in his blankets. I just stood there looking at how peaceful he looks sleeping making me smile. It warmed my heart knowing I made him he's a mini me and he's all mine. I gave him a good night kiss.

"I love you to the moon and back my little boy" I said softly to him.

Casper was changing his clothes and I went and placed the things I would be needing for the night in my nightstand. Then we both went and laid down in bed. We both were quiet but it wasn't peaceful. I was able to feel the tension in the room.

"We should talk" I said.

"Yeah" said Casper.

"I don't want him to go with you" I said truthfully.

"Why not" said Casper.

"He's my son" I said.

"He's mine also" said Casper.

"I know but I just dont and I can't be without him, when he stayed in the hospital it was the most hardest days for me and I just can't do it if he isn't by my side" I said.

"It's not fair" said Casper quietly full of sadness.

"I know" I said.

We both stayed quiet again. Few minutes passed by until he finally broke the silence.

"Move in with me" said Casper.

"What" I asked shocked.

"Come on baby move in with me I love you and you love me we have a son together it would be perfect that way we both won't have to be away from our son" said Casper full of hope.

"Are you sure" I asked unsure.

"Yeah of course I'm sure I want you to move in with me" said Casper.