"Alright then we just got the tests back and he's healthy only thing is he can't really keep up his body heat so we will like to keep him here until he can keep it up on his own" said the nurse.
"That's fine but everything else he's fine" I asked.
"Yeah he's a healthy preemie" said the nurse.
"Okay can we see him or" I said.
"Yeah we will set him up here with you and when he's hungry let me know so I can show you how to breastfeed" said the nurse.
"Okay thanks" I said.
The nurse came back with Jay and she set him up under the heating lamp. He was just laying there calm and asleep so peaceful.
"He's so small" I said.
"Yeah he is but with a full set of hair" said Casper.
I chuckled "yeah just like me when I was a baby" I said smiling.
After a while my parents came inside the room.
"How are you feeling" asked my mom.
I laughed "sore but it's fine mom so worth it" I said looking at Jay.
"He's so cute" said my mom.
"Duh mom I made him" I said laughing and smiling.
"Yeah and I made you so it's thanks to me he's cute" said my mom smirking.
"Well played mother, hey mom can you help me go to the restroom" I asked.
"Of course come on" she said helping me get off the bed.
Then I went to the restroom did my business and I was in pain but I just sucked it up and I went back to bed. After a while just talking with my parents I ended up falling asleep. Then I woke up to Jay crying. I looked around and it was just us two alone so I got up and when I was about to get him Casper walked in.
"hey go lay back down I'll give him to you" said Casper getting Jay.
"Fine" I said laying back down.
Then Casper laid Jay in my arms and he was still crying.
"I think he's hungry now go tell the nurse" I told Casper.
He left and I started to sing to Jay.
"Come stop your crying
It will be alright
Just take my hand
And hold it tight
I will protect you
From all around you
I will be here
Don't you cry
For one so small,
You seem so strong
My arms will hold you,
Keep you safe and warm
This bond between us
Can't be broken
I will be here
Don't you cry
'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here in my heart
Always"
Then he sorta stopped crying and was just whining and he looked at me and I smiled at him looking into his eyes.
"Hey papa its mama don't cry mi vida mama is gonna feed you right now it's okay I have you" I said to him.
Then he just stopped and he was just looking at me. Then the nurse and Casper came inside and he started to cry again.
"It's okay papa I got you" I said while i laid him on my chest.
Then the nurse showed me what to do so I can breastfeed Jay. Every time I tried on my own I wasn't able to. So the nurse tried helping but Jay just wouldn't latch on. And I was getting frustrated with myself cause I couldn't get it right. I kept thinking something was wrong with me.
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