Chapter 36: He's What?

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He looked down then back up to us he took in a deep breath. I knew this look. My eyes got watery.

"I'm sorry to inform you but we tried everything we could Omar didn't make it" said the doctor.

With that he walked away.

No, no this cannot be happening. No! Omar cannot be gone. Not my baby brother. We had so much planned for the future. This has to be some sick joke of the doctor. I ran to the doctor.

"Hey! Please tell me your lying please tell me he's alive" I said to him.

He looked down then back at me "I wish it was a lie I am very sorry for you loss I tried everything I could" he said.

I just nodded my head as he walked away again. I fell to the ground and I was letting the tears out nonstop. I felt someone hug me and it was Casper. I could tell by his smell. I hugged him tight.

"Bring him back baby please" I told him.

"I would do anything to bring him back" said Casper.

I was now ugly crying making those weird noises. My heart was breaking. I felt empty. After a while I finally stopped. Casper picked me up and we walked to the room he was in. They let us see him before they took him. My parents and brother were there around him crying silently. I walked to where they were at. I saw Omar. Lifeless. Yet with a smile. My smiley. I went and hugged him and cried.

"Noooo Omar wake up don't leave me you promised to always protect me. Omar don't go" I yelled to him. I kept crying I was hyperventilating my mom got me off him and hugged me.

"Ya ya mija hermosa it's okay baby it's fine. Take a deep breath amor okay let it out now. He's in a better place now mija it's fine baby you'll be fine hermosa" said my mom and she helped me regulate my breathing. I just hugged her tight as I cried silently and she kept rubbing my back and played with my hair like she did when I was a little girl. It made me sleepy.

She sat down and she made me sit in her lap. She gave me a kiss. "You'll be fine okay baby. You need to be strong" said my mom. I just nodded my head.

"I want him back though" I said.

"I do too but he's watching over us now" said my mom.

After a little I got up and sat next to Casper.

"I'm here for you okay" said Casper.

I half smiled "I know baby" I said. I hugged him and he hugged me back.

Then my brother sat next to us. And he put his arm around me making me hug him.

"They will pay for this okay" said Guero.

"No Guero. As much as I want to do something they'll just come back for us again. I don't want to lose anyone else please let it be" I said.

He sighed "your right they will. We just can't do nothing though" said Guero.

"I know just promise me you won't do nothing I can't lose you let the homies deal with it" I said.

He kissed my head "okay I promise little girl" said Guero as he left the room but before he went and said goodbye to Omar.

Then I see Pelón making his way to us with an officer. He hugged mom and dad then he hugged me. After he made his way to Omar and broke down crying. Few minutes later he was saying goodbye to us as the officer took him again. It pained me so deep watching him go. Casper then got up he said something to my parents and he went and said bye to Omar. He came back to me.

"I'll be outside okay baby whenever you're ready" said Casper.

"I'm sorry for getting him killed" I said to my parents.

"You didn't kill him" said my dad.

"Stop saying you did because you didn't" said my mom.

I wiped a tear that escaped "okay" I said.

I got up and hugged his lifeless cold body.

"I love you and I'm going to miss you Omar I want you back" I said to him. "Please protect me because I feel the emptiness creeping in the hate is coming back Omar... why did you do this for" I said to him again. I kiss his cold cheek. I said goodbye. I told my parents I was going to be with Casper and we left.

The car ride was silent. All you could hear is my phone going off. So I just turned it off. We turned the corner to his house.

"You know it happened here" I said.

"Huh" said Casper.

"The corner we passed. That's where it happened. When they pulled up to us and they took their gun out and pulled the trigger. He covered me he took the bullet for me. I grabbed him and we fell to the ground. That's why I'm covered in blood. His blood... I kept hugging him telling him to not leave me. And you know what he said. That he loved me" I said full on crying as we sat in his driveway.

He got down and he got me out hugging me.

"If we were walking together I would've done the same baby" said Casper.

"I know" I said.

I calmed myself down and we walked to his room. He gave me a tshirt and some of his shorts to change and I did even though it was kinda big. Then we laid in bed together. He was hugging me as I laid my head on his chest. Then he started to play with my hair just like how my mom would and that got me sleepy and I fell asleep for the rest of the day.

I woke up the next day. I saw Casper next to me and I forgot I stayed with. I shake him to wake up.

"Mhmm baby go back to sleep" said Casper in a super sleepy voice.

"I can't sleep no more baby. I had a nightmare" I said.

He sat up "what was the nightmare about" said Casper.

I grabbed his hand and played with it"I dreamt that Omar died in front of me" I said.

"Baby" said Casper.

"Yeah baby qué pasó" i said.

I saw his face and he had a guilty look it made me feel uneasy.

"That did happen baby" said Casper slowly and carefully.

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