Yet Again History Repeats Itself (Completed)

Chapter 14: Kill Me Now

When he said that I was taken back for a bit I was sort of scared to know who did it but I wanted to know at the same time.

" who did it who took his life " I asked coldly.

" Adrian " he said with no emotion.

I closed my eyes took a deep breath and let it out slowly " I'm going to kill him myself " I said harshly.

" good luck finding him he skipped town already we hit up his bros pussy ass nigga didn't hesitate to tell me" said Abel.

I laughed evilly " he can run but he can't hide " I said smirking " who are his brothers " I asked.

" let me handle it little ena. I hit up Jeremiah and Xavier. He has a total of 7 siblings and one of them is a young girl " he said.

" nah I'll handle it. Alright cool we should hit him where it'll hurt him the most and you know what I'm talking about " I said with no remorse.

He shook his head " little ena I'm up for that but you know Andrew wouldn't want that not to the little girl " he said. 

He was right A wouldn't have ever wanted that. Not after he lost his little sister due to a drive by and she was standing next to him. That's when A changed or at least that's what everyone had told me saying he was different more loving and caring. But i thought he was loving and caring. But at the moment I didn't care what I was or wanted to do. But I remain calm and understood why I couldn't.

I sighed. " yeah I know" I said.

We were quiet for a little till I broke the silence.

" what happens next " I asked.

" let me handle it. The viewing will be on Thursday and the burial will be Friday. " said Abel.

" pick me up okay " I said.

" okay " said Abel.

I smiled at him and we said bye and he left and I went back inside. 

I didn't have life inside me anymore. I was the walking dead. The love of my life was no longer here. The person who I thought wouldn't ever leave me or hurt me just did he promised he wouldn't ever do both. Yet he broke the promise. After I went back to my room I went to my drawer I took the pills out I took some and went back to sleep. That's all I wanted to do just sleep so I wouldn't feel the pain the emptiness inside me. It was slowly eating me alive. I was turning dark and I didn't knew I was.

It was night already when my brother Omar tried waking me up.

" come on Ines wake up " he said shaking me.

I opened my eyes and groaned " leave me alone " I said.

He sighed " you need to get up so you can eat " he said.

" I'm not hungry " i said.

" just a little so mom won't worry " he said.

" okay fine " I said getting up.

We made our way to the kitchen and I heated up the food my mom had made. It was actually my favorite but when I was eating it, it was so tasteless. Every bite I took felt forced. Every time I would swallow my throat would hurt. After I got done I washed my plate and I went to take a shower. As I was looking for my clothes my stomach felt weird. I got my clothes and towels and went to the restroom. As I walked inside i felt the food coming right back up. I was hugging the toilet throwing up the food i just had ate. My stomach was hurting so bad after I got done I sat down and laid against the wall. I closed my eyes taking deep breaths I said to myself " I can't go on". The pain was too real was too strong was too consuming. I got my razor out I was about to slice my wrist but there was a knock at the door I ignored it. And I just put the razor away " another day I'll do it " I said to myself. I got up and showered fast and went back to my room taking more pills knocking out again.