Yet Again History Repeats Itself (Completed)

Chapter 64: I Still Love You

After not seeing him for almost half a year the feelings were still there. He looked better than ever. I miss Casper.  He was talking to our teacher then he left to sit down. So that's when I asked the teacher if I could use the restroom. When I got to the restroom I just let the tears come out.

Why did Shadow had to ruin my life like that?! I was already in pain from losing my baby boy and then also losing the love of my life?! Like how was I still even alive?! I cried some more then I washed my face and I fixed myself and I left back and I did my work again. It was lunch time and I stayed behind finishing up a test. I was alone with Casper. And he spoke up.

"Why are you here" he asked.

"Same reason you're here to finish my credits" I said.

"If I would've known you'd be here I wouldn't of came" said Casper.

"Then leave!" I yelled.

"Don't yell at me" said Casper.

"What do you want me to do?! I didn't knew you were coming! I was here first! So it's not my problem! You keep talking to me like everything is my fault and I won't be taking that anymore" I said pissed off.

"You! You were the one that fucked up so don't tell me how I can or cannot talk to you" said Casper.

"You're a fucking idiot! Believe what you want!" I yelled and left the room.

I went to the restroom trying so hard not to cry. I was so pissed off i wanted to yell to scream. I just can't believe he would believe shadow over me. I did nothing wrong and I've been getting called out my name for no fucking reason. I just wanted to yell and scream to everyone what truly happened. But when I tried that nothing comes out..... and that pissed me off. How can I be so weak? Why can't I just say the truth. But what am I kidding no one is going to believe me anyways. Everyone is going to blame me for what happened. I just washed my face again and I left back to the room. This time he was gone. I sat down and I finished up. Then I logged out and I left to go sign out. We had to sign out whenever we left somewhere for lunch and I was planning on buying something from the gas station. So I walked to the gas station alone and I got chips and a drink then I walked back to the school. I signed back in and I went to the classroom to eat. Few minutes later the bell rang and people were coming back inside. So I logged back in to the computer to finish the rest of my work. I saw the time and it was going to be two so I decided to call it a day. I got my stuff and left. This is only the bright side of coming here we can enter school whenever we wanted to and leave whenever we wanted too as long as our weekly goal was met everything was good. My friend from there left with me and we started to walk.

"I don't know if I should ask or not but you and Casper don't talk" asked Jenny.

"It's okay to ask and no we don't talk anymore since we broke up" I said.

"I thought you two would last" Said Jenny.

"Me too but I guess right" I said.

"Yeah. I just couldn't help but notice that he kept staring at you" said Jenny.

"Whatever your lying" I said.

"I'm not every time I looked back he would look away" said Jenny.

"Probably he was looking at you" I said sort joking but at the same time not.

"Ew no, I'm good haha I have my own baby dad waiting for me at home" said Jenny.

"Baby dad? You have a kid" I asked.

"I'm actually pregnant I'm barely 5 weeks so who knows what can happen.  Just don't tell anyone please" said Jenny.

"Awe well congrats and don't worry I won't say anything. But awe how cute" I said giving her a smile.