Yet Again History Repeats Itself (Completed)

Chapter 10: Goodbye Innocence, Hello Danger

It's been two months since that night with Adrian. Everything changed it went south that night. I was more furious then ever. I started to pop more pills my cutting was so bad at times my jeans would have blood on them but no one questioned it. I stopped talking to the homies. Sweet little innocent Gigglesz was gone and she was gone for good. I met some people who kept it real but got me into deep shit but it was okay I didn't give a damn fuck.

It was a Saturday morning and Mimi was over my house she's actually my cousin so I somewhat still talked to her only when she'd come over.

" why did you change! Your different this is not you! " yelled Mimi.

I rolled my eyes at her " this is the new me! Your fucking homies passed the line and I don't fuck with that they almost fucking slit my throat and you want me to be okay like it never happened want me to be happy about it?! Be like ey wasssuupppp homes what's good?! And you want me to see him the same?! He almost did it! I still have the damn mark he left in my neck! I see it every single damn day! And it infuriates me! And I just want to kill him" I said yelling to Mimi.

" your lying that's not what he told everyone " said Mimi.

" oh so I'm a liar now that's coo boo the door is right there get the fuck outta my room bitch bye " I yelled to her while pointing at the door. I saw her leave and I stayed in my room even more pissed off then I was before.

I got up from my chair and was pacing back and forth "ahhhhhh hijo de su chingada puta madre " I said while punching the wall. My knuckles were hurting hella bad and it was getting swollen so I went for ice. I was just sitting down in the kitchen table thinking of that night. It kept replaying every single damn day since. My phone started to ring and I picked up.

" hey mija I'm not opening the store today so have the day off see you Monday " said Lalo.

" okay thanks bye " I said and hanged up.

Great now I have the weekend off and I don't have nothing to do. Might as well hit up Ivett see what we do.

Ivett is a friend I met after what happened that night and she's the one who's gotten me deep into my shit. I don't blame her she just encouraged me to keep on doing it.

I called her up.

" heyyyyy" said Ivett screaming.

I laughed " damn could you be any louder crazy I don't work today or tomorrow so what should we do " I said.

" ahhhhhh yesssss Jessica and Jason are having a kick back today we should go! There's gonna be pills,weed, coke , and liquor. " said Ivett.

" girl you had me in pills and weed I'm so in " I said laughing.

" alright I'll go pick you up at 8 so be ready and sexy " said Ivett.

" haha okay I will is it okay if A comes along " I asked.

" yeah it's all good the more the better " she said.

" true well okay I'm gonna go see what I do now to kill time " I said.

" alright then my moms calling me anyways bye love you " she said and hanged up.

After that I started to clean up the house and put clothes to wash and dry folded some clothes and put them all away. After I got done with all that I went to the kitchen to see what to cook for my family. I decided to make some carne asada because well that's the fastest thing to make and I had beans made already and making rice was super easy. So I started to prepare everything and made some chile al molcajete it was super spicy the way I love it and the food was ready and everyone got home on time and we started to eat as a family.