Yet Again History Repeats Itself (Completed)

Chapter 71: Two Months Later

2 months have passed by and I was already looking for a job. I couldn't stand being home anymore. I felt too isolated being home with my babygirl all day every single day. Every time I tried going out as a family Casper wouldn't want to go because he was too tired or he was working. He was working way to much we never really saw him home. Even on his days off he would get called to go to work. Honestly it was annoying me that they'd call him back to work on his days off.

Today was Casper's day off and they just called him to go to work.

"Babe I need to go to work, I'm sorry we will go out another day" said Casper.

"No! What the fuck Casper! You are never fucking home! I'm tired of you leaving us just to go to work!" I semi yelled.

"Chill I need to work to provide for us" said Casper.

"Whatever leave" I said rolling my eyes.

I walked to the room and I saw babygirl sleeping peacefully. I went and laid next to her and I got on my phone to get on Facebook. I saw that I had messages so I was reading them and replying back. I had made an online friend from the poetry group I was in. Talking to him made me happy and I didn't know why it did.

"Your on!!! That's a miracle we're both on at the same time!" I messaged him.

" haha it is a miracle midget. I've missed you I'm sorry for lagging" he messaged back.

" I've missed you too. It's okay I lag it also. So how's it been? " I messaged him.

" you do lag it huh haha I lag it more though. I've been tu sabes lost fucking my life up. I don't care anymore. I drink every day now I even drink at work lol fuck it right. I drive carefree. I really don't care anymore gigglez. Few months ago I was in a car accident I wasn't scared I was laughing. The guy that hit me looked at me like I was crazy. How have you been" he messaged back.

Reading his message made me get sad. I would do anything for him to feel better. I wish I was able to take his pain away.

" yeah I do and yes!!!!! You do lag it more!!!!! That's not good your like that...... you can't be like that..... why didn't you tell me you were in a car accident? Why would you even laugh? I wish I was able to help or idk do something so you won't feel that way. I've been holding up. I hardly sleep at night I'm always worried for babygirl. I saw pictures of casper with another girl together the other day. I haven't told him anything tho. Then again this isn't his first time cheating.. I caught him texting another girl when babygirl was a week old he denied everything but you know so yeah. " I messaged back.

That's when babygirl decided to wake up so I logged off Facebook and I carried her. I had her laying on my chest and I was playing with her hair.

"Shh shh it's okay mami, mamá is here. Mi niña hermosa" i Said so she could calm down.

She was still being fussy so I was like maybe she's hungry. So I laid her in her crib while I went to make her a bottle. When I was making her a bottle I realized that we were suppose to go to Walmart to buy more formula. So when I was shaking the bottle I called Casper. He didn't answer so I decided to call his job.

"Hello" they said.

"Hi, may I speak to Casper" I said.

"Today is his day off" they said.

"Oh ok sorry I must've gotten the days confused sorry" I said and hanged up.

So I was calling Casper nonstop and he wouldn't answer. I took a deep breath and I just went to give babygirl her bottle and I called my brother.