Chapter 51: Its Too Much

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Once he said that I stayed quiet. We both did. I didn't know what to think or what to say. I just knew my heart still wanted him cause I really wanted to raise our son together. I want my boy to be in a happy home. To have two loving parents that love each other. I was just scared he'd become fatherless... but is it a risk I'm willing to take?.... I took a deep breath letting it out slowly.

"Yeah I'll give you another chance just don't make me regret this later on Casper" I said.

He smiled "you won't regret this I promise baby" said Casper.

He pulled me to him and we hugged. Then we pulled apart and got down. Going inside the house I was able to hear my mom singing to Jay in her room. So I left to her room to let her know I was home.

"Hey mom I'm home" I said.

She just looked at me and nodded her head.

"Want me to get him" I asked.

She nodded her head saying no.

"Alright well I'm going to start my homework in the meantime oh and Casper is here and he's staying the night" I said.

She stopped singing.

"Really I thought you didn't want him over anymore" said my mom.

"We just had a fight mom. It'll get better for us. We just want what's best for Jay" I said.

"Alright then mija" said my mom.

"Okay, well if he doesn't fall asleep bring him to me" I said.

"Yeah I will" said my mom.

Then I walked out her room and I heard her singing again. I went to the living room and Casper was just sitting there.

"You hungry" I asked.

"A little and you" said Casper.

"Not really do you want me to make you something real quick or you want to wait until I finish my homework" I asked.

"Nah I'll wait is Jay sleeping or" asked Casper.

"Mom is putting him down for a nap" I said.

"Oh alright" said Casper.

"You don't have homework" I asked.

"Nah" said Casper.

I rolled my eyes "come on let's go to the dining room to do our homework together" I said.

He sighed as he got up making his way to the table and sitting down. We got our things out and we started on our homework. I was half way done when Jay woke up so I went for him. Then I went back to the dining room.

"Hey can you pass me his car seat" I asked.

"Yeah" said Casper.

He got it for me and placed it on the table and I put him inside rocking it back and forth while I finished my homework. I was stuck on a English paper and Jay was getting fussy.

"Shhh papas mama tryna do her homework" I said to Jay still rocking him.

He just kept on crying. I heavily sighed in frustration and I got up to pick him up.

"Hey papá you don't want mama to do her homework" I told him in a babyish voice.

"If you want give him to me I'll finish my work at school in OP" said Casper.

"Okay" I said handing him Jay. I went and asked my mom when she last fed him.

"Mom when was the last time Jay ate" I asked.

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