It was the middle of the week already. And it felt like an eternity had passed by. I couldn't believe it. I cried all day long. I wasn't eating. I couldn't sleep. I couldn't take care of myself anymore I didn't even want to. I was in bed just hugged Jays blanket and crying silently like I've been doing these past days. Casper came to the room.
"Babe you need to eat you need to get up" said Casper.
"I'm not hungry and I don't want to I'm tired" I said.
"You haven't ate since yesterday morning and you always say that you have to get up" said Casper.
"Just leave me alone" I said.
He sighed "Come on just get up for me" said Casper.
"No" I said.
"I need you" said Casper.
Hearing that broke my heart. I know we should help each other but I just couldn't. I wanted to be alone.
"I'm sorry" I said then I turned the other way and cried some more.
I heard him sigh and he left. After a while I was drifting off to sleep again. My mom and Casper came inside the room then my mom tried to get me up.
"No leave me alone let me sleep" I said pushing my mom off me.
She was trying to grab my arm and I wasn't letting her then she finally got a hold of my arms and that's when I started to push her off with my legs. I was crying cause I just wanted to be alone and they wouldn't let me be.
"Stop mom leave me alone let me be in bed and sleep just please leave me alone" I yelled and cried out.
"No you have to get up I will not allow you to stay in here and throw your life away I will not lose another child of mine" said my mom.
After fighting for a while she was finally able to get me up and she dragged me to the restroom Casper was ahead and he had turned the shower on.
"No i don't want to take a shower, stop I'll go to the house but I don't want to shower" I said.
My mom was getting me naked as I tried to stop her from taking my clothes off.
"Stop already you smell you need to shower Casper told me it's been a while since you last showered I'm not letting you be this way, do you hear me?! If I have too I will shower you every single day but I won't let you give up like this" said my mom.
I just gave up and let them be as I cried. I felt worthless having her shower me. It made me hate Casper for doing this to me. I didn't want to see him. Once my mom got done taking me a shower we went to the room where she had to dress me because I wouldn't do it myself. Casper would just look at me with so much pain. I knew this was hurting him seeing me this way. Yet I just didn't care. I didn't care for anything or anyone. I wanted to sleep my life away. I wanted to slowly die just so I can be with my boy. After she got me dressed she did my hair while Casper put my shoes on for me. Then we left to my moms house. On the way to her house Casper tried to hold me and I just gave him my shoulder. We got there and I went straight to her room to lay down. And everyone came inside the room my mom, my dad, Guero, and Casper. They were just looking at me at first.
"Come on get up" said my dad.
"No im tired let me sleep" I said.
"You aren't tired so hurry get up before I get you up" said my dad.
"No! Leave me alone!" I yelled.
"Oh no?! We will see about that" said my dad.
He pulled me up and made me stand up. "I thought you said no? Now hurry your going to eat, now go sit at the table" said my dad.
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