Second Chances

Chapter Eightteen

Amelia's POV

I wake up in Owen's bed with him holding me and I look at his blue eyes and I somehow I feel safe I have never felt so safe in my whole life nor have I ever felt so at home like this was meant to be like we were soulmates. Today we have our first ultrasound appointment and I'm already thinking of baby names is that too soon. I also feel different from my last pregnancy like bigger but I know each sex carries different so maybe I'm having a girl or maybe it's because my last baby was born without a brain. All my thoughts get pushed away when Owen snuggles up to me and tells me that he loves me. It's not the first time he has said that to me he says it all the time but every time he does I feel the most craziest amount of butterflies in my stomach and sometimes I feel like I can fly he makes me like I'm in heaven. Am I falling in love is this what it's like. If it is then the truth is that I was never real in love with James we where so different and wanted different things that doesn't mean I don't care about him cause I do but only as a friend. I hope that he has found someone like I have found Owen and I hope he's happy like I am with Owen. And you want to know something else it's scary but amazing it's big but I can actually picture spending the rest of my life with Owen you know the marriage,kids and growing old together all of that I just don't know how to tell Owen it's big for me I just hope that he feels the same way