Second Chances

Chapter Six

Owens POV

All I could think about was her, the way she moved her mouth to the side while she talked, how motivated she got looking at brain, but most of all I loved how strong she is she has been through so much I miss the way she smelled I could still remember how our first kiss felt up against my lips cause when it happened I felt like I could fly I could feel like that forever the only problem was that I never told her how I felt because I was scared not about getting my heart broken like Christina did to me but I couldn't stand doing that to Amelia the only person who knew how I felt was Meredith as I was driving to work all I could think about was Amelia her laugh her smile everything about her drove me crazy I never felt like this in my whole and yet I knew she was the one but how on earth could I tell someone who has been hurt so many that I can't stop thinking about her that I would do anything just to be with her when I arrived at Grey Sloane I didn't expect to literally run in to the love of  my life the one person I could spend the rest of my life with but who had no idea how I felt or how many times I would lay awake just thinking about her and all I could say is Dr Shepherd as I thought to myself why can't you just tell her those three words I say it to myself all the time before I could say anything she asks me if I needed anything and I think to myself do I need anything are you serious all I need is you then I snap out of it and lie and tell her no thanks but  have a nice day as I walk away I could feel the regret of not telling her the truth the fact that I am madly in love with her and want to spend the rest of my life with her