Second Chances

Chapter Thirty Five

At some point there is some use of child abuse in this chapter so if you feel uncomfortable just slide through it I'll let you know it's going to be in bold italics

Amelia's POV

Today we get to bring Quinn home I can't wait to show Quinn her new room. I mean she did help us with the color choice and stuff  but we wanted the outcome to be a surprise. Next week we are going to find out what we are having and we are bringing Quinn with us we told her she could name on of the babies. She hasn't really thought of boy names  really likes Maisie Forbes for a girl but I guess that's because like me she seems to like Addison who she met over Skype it might be because Addison has a son named Henry who is adopted as well which makes a lot of sense she is also close to Zola they're like best friends and they only met each other like once maybe it's because Zola is also adopted and is close in age Bailey was a little shy at first but we feel as if it's because he is always shy with new people, now Ellis on the other hand is just like her father she couldn't help but be extremely friendly and easily impressed. I remember Derek was a lot like that when he was younger. I miss him a lot I still have these days where I am unable to get out of bed but Owen has helped me a lot I'm going to this group for people who have lost a loved one Meredith comes with me too whenever she can that is . Zola goes to one for kids Meredith says that Zola is taking it really hard and wakes up from nightmares like every other night I feel really bad for her I'm thinking of having Quinn go also cause I remember reading in her papers that she lost her father when she was little and I think it will be a good way to make friends besides school. Do to the fact that that it's already April we decided to homeschool her but next year she's going to start school just like everyone else.

Quinn (POV)

Is it possible to be really excited and scared at the same time cause that's how I feel. I'm really excited that Owen and Amelia are my now mom and dad but I'm also really scared because I'm afraid that I'll be bad and they won't love or me anymore and give me up just me up. I also haven't told anyone this but I have a brother his name is Jason mommy told me that he had go away because he was bad the thing is that I haven't seen him since my daddy died . I want to tell someone but I'm afraid. Amelia... I mean mean mom told me that I can name one of the twins I really love the name Maisie Forbes I used to have a friend named Maisie but she moved. I hope I get to meet new friends my age like Zola she really understands me because she was also adopted. Right now I'm in the car with Owen and Amelia I can't wait to see my new house and my new bedroom.

I never really had a bedroom or even a bed all I had was a mattress and a raggedy blanket. We had to sell all of my stuff so my other mom can buy meds. I really hope I don't see her anymore she hurt me a lot like one time I spilled my drink on the carpet and she took a cigarette that was lit and pressed it to my harm but the scar went away she also forgot to feed me and I would go to bed hungry she also once put my hands on a stove that was still on.

I still get nightmares I know I should tell someone but like I said I'm really scared . I think I see the house it looks really big I can't wait to see the inside of it