Second Chances

Chapter Twenty Four

Amelia POV

I'm about four weeks pregnant I haven't had any cravings lately which I find very odd but my morning sickness is like hell so I don't eat that much but I try my best. At first Owen was really angry  about me not eating so we agreed that I would have at least three or four protein shakes a day some how that's all I can keep down. l found some great recipes in a Parents magazine and that seems to work but then Arizona had to butt in and says it is okay but I have to at least try to eat solids like apple sauce or chicken soup and stuff like that at least once a day in which case we all agree on. My pregnancy is way different than what it was last time I tell Owen that I think that it might be a girl but honestly I'm scared out of my mind that the baby has something wrong with it. I keep trying to call Addison but she is either to busy to talk or doesn't pick up her phone at all I miss her so much and wish she was here with me. Last night Owen and I went to Meredith 's for dinner. We announced our pregnancy to Zola , Bailey, and Ellis. Of course Meredith knew already I wasn't surprised that Zola was the only one who reacted with excitement do to the fact that Bailey and Ellis are to young to fully understand but the thing that bothered me was the fact that Meredith didn't have any emotion at all. Is she mad at me for being in love with her best friends ex or maybe hoping that it was Christina that was pregnant with Owen's baby and not me. Later that night I went in to the kitchen to talk to her Owen was outside with Zola looking at the stars so it was just Meredith and I. I asked her if she hated me for some reason she sighed saying no and went to do the dishes I walked up to her and asked her why it seemed like she hated me for having Owen's baby. It was then that she turned to me and said that it wasn't that at all and that she is sorry for how she had been acting it was just that she really missed Derek and how much she wanted him to be here celebrating with us she also said that he would have not only been happy for me but also proud of how I have grown. I never thought she liked me I have always thought she hated me but I guess I was wrong. I feel a tear running down my face and lean in for a hug and she hugs me back we talked for a long time I told her that Owen and I are thinking of naming the baby Christopher after Derek she loves the idea. Owen and I didn't leave till like eleven last night. This morning I wake up to the sun hitting my face the reflection makes Owens face lit up shining like diamonds it kind of reminds me of how Bella saw Edward in Twilight. A sudden rush of nausea erupts my body I just barely make it to the toilet when I throw up Owen automatically rushes to my side holding my hair while at the same time rubbing my back telling me it's okay I stand up and walk over to the sink to brush my teeth Owen wraps his arms around me looking at me from the mirror and whispers good morning in to my ear how'd I slept last night I tell him that I slept fine but truthfully I didn't sleep at all he asks me what I had on my schedule for today I tell him I had three biopsies and that's it and ask him why he tells me that he has a friend from war who is stopping by last minute and was wondering if I would like to meet them for lunch or dinner I tell him ya of course I will have to see how all my surgeries go but I would let him know before lunch

I'm meeting Owen and an old friend of his from war I sit down at a table with Meredith and Alex we'r talking about how our surgeries went today unfortunately I lost one of my patience when they had a brain bleed that I couldn't fix in time and one of Alex's patients went into a coma after delivering her baby. All of a sudden two hands cover my eyes and I hear a familiar voice "guess who " the voice sounds like Owen but it's impossible his voice sounds to far away for it to be him when the hands move away from my eyes I turn my head and see the one and only Addison Montgomery 'surprise '