school was another reason as to why i felt this way. as much as I despised thinking so negatively, it couldn't be helped. no matter how many times i've asked and received many advices, i never really attempted to listen.
we were also in different classes which worried me a lot. I'm not the type to get jealous, but she was always around boys. Not that I didn't trust her, but I didn't trust those whom surrounded her.
All I could do was watch from afar. Whenever I came nearby, she would avoid me like I'm nothing special to her. She treated me so differently compared to everyone she's close with.
It was a pain in the heart and I couldn't do anything about it but let her. All because of this thing I feel towards her, love.
I decided to put on courage as I made my way towards the short feminine girl whom was leaning against her locker.
My heart started beating faster as I came closer towards her, not knowing how to start the conversation.
"Jiyoon-ah" i speak as my voice hitched in nervousness,
her eyes flutter as her face turned towards me, although, the sight of me probably ruined her mood. Her smile dropped so instantly after seeing me.
"I was thinking if we could meet up tonight?" i ask,
she just nods hesitantly, "sure"
her reply was dull and it affected me so much. affect as in offended me in a way where she disliked talking to me.
i managed to appear a weak smile before turning my way around and back to where my friends were.
at least with them, i was happy.
