january 1st, 2017
it was a new start of year and everything felt like it went by so quickly. i can admit that it did pass by quickly and during that process, my heart was slowly starting to heal parts of its wounds.
dahyun was right, to choose heart over anger.
although, despite the feelings that had been creeping in my heart lately, i couldn't open up to her. she's always around me, getting my attention, giving words of wisdom and many other advices that i still don't attempt to do.
aside from that, i appreciated her time and all the little efforts she's doing for me.
but i felt as if there was no cure at all, not even her.
"why don't you just give her a chance?"
"after all, she likes you and we know that you feel the same way." taehyung says, agreeing for the first time.
"how?" i ask,
"your eyes gives it away." he says.
was i really falling for her?
"stop pushing her away." namjoon blurts out,
"because a slight action could easily make you loose her." he finishes.
what did he mean?
everything was too hard to process at the moment, not even one functioned well with my brain.
am i love sick?
or could it be, love struck?
i shake the thought out of my head as it made my heart beat continuously and butterflies that erupted in my stomach, sending chills down my spine.
a sudden noise rang, startling me shortly before i pulled out my phone, getting a call from dahyun.
"stop staring at your god damn phone and answer the girl!" jimin says with a chuckle.
and so i did.
"jungkook, can you meet up?" she asks over the line,
"waeyo?"
"jebal..."
i sighed,
"arasso arasso. message me where i meet you." i say, ending the call afterwards.
my eyes darted towards the floor while my mind was deep in thoughts.
"think about it bro."
"i've known dahyun for two years, you won't have to doubt her feelings for you." yoongi speaks,
hearing that come from him, it somehow made me feel relieved.
and that i could possibly love her back.
