we had a photoshoot today and i heard there was a guest joining us. it didn't excite me as much, it felt just like a regular shoot.
jiyoon's words kept replaying in my mind every time i happened to think about her. even if i don't, it just pops up in my head.
"forget what she said to you."
"do you really want to get hurt again?" taehyung asks,
my gaze fixed at nowhere in particular while i dazed off into my own world. i hadn't realizes that taehyung was even speaking. i heard nothing, like the whole world was in mute and it was just me on my own.
how satisfying must that be?
i sigh and come back to my senses, the noises ringing back in my ears while taehyung on the other hand looked annoyed.
"neh? mian. i was distracted." i say,
he lets out a heavy sigh, the rest of the members joining us one by one.
"i say, listen to your heart."
"if you love her, go." says Jimin, patting me on the back.
I look at taehyung and the rest with a disagreed look on their faces. only jimin was supportive enough to tell me to go to her.
"hajima" taehyung interupts,
"doesn't it confuse you how she randomly came over here just to tell you that?"
"is she a beggar?" he says, a tint of anger in his tone.
"tae has a point jungkook."
"you never know what she might be thinking of doing." jin blurts out.
i furrowed my eyebrows in confusion as my eyes squint in annoyance.
neither did i know what to do.
"what am i suppose to do if my mind is telling me not to but my heart is telling me to go for it?" i sigh,
jimin opens his mouth to speak but gets interrupted by namjoon.
"you have no jams."
"resulting you to be jamless." he says,
"yeah jimin" says hoseok,
and then everyone starts calling each other jamless.
i yell out in frustration leaving them in shock.
i stormed out of the dorm and went straight to the van.
"are they coming?" the driver asks,
"neh." i reply.
the ride there was silent. no one bothered to speak or make a sound. not even hoseok whom loved to talk.
"mian" i blurt out,
each one of their gazes go towards me,
"it's okay, namjoon caused chaos." says suga earning a slap from namjoon,
"Yah!"
i chuckle at their child like minds while another chaos began.
my phone beeped and a message appeared.
it was from jiyoon.
" i'll wait for you."
