my foot was trembling as i took each step towards the familiar neighbourhood. i felt shaken and such a coward thinking about turning my way around and just running out of here. but, i couldn't.
finally, i reach my destination. there the girl whom i loved the most was seated on the swing. her back facing me.
i was so close to her yet so far.
a figure shortly comes walking to her direction, my speed going faster but gently slower while i watched them interact. my eyes squinted at the man, the person whom i've hated with all my guts.
wonwoo.
what is that idiot doing to her?
the next few seconds that i've witnessed already sunken my heart. it was another conflict that i wished i never had been involved in. the sight brings more terror and pain in me and my heart, there was nothing else to lose or break because it was gone a long time ago.
i watched the two of them make out right in front of me, my eyes welling up with tears. i felt so flustered in so much anger.
so all this time, her words were all a lie?
that all this time, she's been using me?
"so you didn't mean anything?" i shout out while they broke it apart,
their gazes quickly forwarded towards me with such terror and guilt filled in their eyes. except for wonwoo, he's an asshole.
"jungkook-"
Jiyoon rushingly walks towards me, aiming for my hand but i pull away. I glared at the figure in front of me, almost creating a hole right through her.
"i didn't -"
"save your shit. i don't want to hear another word come out of that false mouth of yours." i shout angrily.
i turn around but stopped in my tracks as my back was face towards her,
"did you even love me?" i cry out.
but i had no answer.
she didn't reply.
which indicates the answer as, no she never did.
