my body started shaking rapidly, and I shifted in my spot moving side to side. I felt myself sweating as the sweat trickled down the side of my face.
I couldn't tell if I was being awakened or shaken, all that was replaying in my mind was " Let's break up Jungkook.". Like a movie, it was replaying and it made my head pound.
"Jungkookie!"
"Jungkook!"
"Jeon Jeongguk!"
and I shot up feeling the tense pain in my head. It was pounding so much, like I was hungover or something.
"Pabo-yah! What do you think you're doing going out at night and getting drunk?" shouts Hoseok,
it was frankly scary at the thought of being scolded by him whom is like the mother of the group.
"Drunk?" I questioned,
"Oh so you don't remember?"
i shook my head and a slight memory of last night brung more pain in my heart.
"Please don't remind me." I say tearing up,
"Yah!" he shouts,
remembering what had happened last night just brings more gloom to myself. I wasn't affected of what Hoseok was telling me, nothing can compare to the pain I'm experiencing right now.
I didn't know that tears were already flowing down my face as I cradled myself in a ball. All I could do was cry a river.
I didn't care if I was crying in front of my members, I don't ask for pity, but comfort.
Shortly, I felt myself engulfed into the embrace of six boys.
"Kookie, what's wrong?" asks Taehyung,
whenever I get asked, it just makes me want to bawl my eyes out more. Just hearing that question hurts, it's hard enough that I've experienced it but it's even harder to talk about it.
Being engulfed in their embrace just doesn't suit it. I wasn't happy despite that I was in the comfort of my former members. All I wanted was to be in the arms of the person I love. But there's no way that will happen ever again and the thought of that breaks me even more.
She's the pieces that completes me as a whole, now that she's gone, I'm left with those little pieces that she left me with.
I sobbed and sobbed, the room filled with gloom and so much despondency.
"she... she broke up with me." I broke out with a stutter from here to there, tears still rolling down my cheeks.
"Wae-yo?" ask Jin,
I felt my fist clench into a ball tightly, knowing that I was just a second choice to her. It made me fluster in anger every time I thought about it.
"I'm just a second choice after all."
