it was like some other day where i would plop myself on the bed and just lay there for the whole day. even if it meant not moving a muscle.
many days had past and she still never stopped trying to approach me. it's frustrating but at the same time, i feel like i could just open up to her.
a sudden slump of memory appeared in my mind like a short film but played in slow motion. the time when she stopped me from continuing ahead of the streets, the slight moment where i could've lost my life and it was all dahyun's confidential in risk of her own life for me.
"maybe she isn't that bad." i mutter to myself.
randomly, my phone continuously made ringing noises which signalled me of a new message. it was probably dahyun.
i thought twice about reaching for my phone but then i shrugged it off, leaving it at its place.
i stood up slowly and darted my direction towards the door, thinking about the positive things i could be doing instead of slopping myself inside my room the whole day. in fact, i've been getting too lonely and it's such a waste to not see the bright things that i'm missing out on.
but, negativity always wins over me.
it was a cold winter, the glass window fogged up due to the moist of the cold climate and the never ending snowflakes that fell from above.
"never, never fall..." i sang quietly, watching the tiny flakes glisten and swirl in different directions.
my phone kept ringing, bringing down my mood so quickly. i was rather more annoyed at whoever was texting me so much.
i rushingly take my phone and on the screen it popped up,
'goddess'
a small smile planted on my lips as i opened up her messages.
it read,
' Jungkook '
' are you ignoring me? '
' answer please (_ _|||) '
i chuckled a bit after reading the last message, this girl was different. a good kind of different.
i replied back saying,
' you're such a kid for still using emoticons. '
a few seconds later, she replied back faster then expected.
' finally! omG, are you like srs? im not the only onw who uses emoticons. -.-'
' one* srry typo '
her texting was quite cute.
i replied back after that and we managed to have a decent conversation. but, it wasn't like i was nice or anything.
' let's go get coffee ^_^ '
i rolled my eyes and immediately replied saying 'no' but this girl wouldn't stop unless she got what she wanted.
why was i talking to her in the first place?