February 5, 2017
taylor writing why she disappeared
(Taylor's Perspective)
I take out a pen and begin to write a poem,
"When she fell she fell apart
Cracked her bones on the pavement she once decorated
As a child with sidewalk chalk
When she crashed her clothes disintegrated and blew away
With the winds that took all of her fair weather friends,
When she looked around her skin was spattered with ink
Forming the words of a thousand voices
Echoes she heard even in her sleep
'Whatever you say it is not right
Whatever you do is not enough
Your kindness is fake
Your pain in manipulative',
When she lay there on the ground
She dreamed of time machine's and revenge
And a love that was really something
Not just the idea of something,
When she finally rose she rose slowly
Avoiding old haunts and sidestepping shiny pennies
Wary of phone call's and promises
Charmers dandies and get love quick schemes,
When she stood she stood with a desolate
Knowingness
Waded out in the dark wild ocean up to her neck
Bathed in her brokenness
Said a prayer of graduate for each chick of armor
She never knew she needed
Standing broad shouldered next to her
Was a love that was really something
Not just the idea of something,
When she turned to go home
She bearded the echoes of new words
'May your heart remain breakable
But never by the same hand twice'
And even louder
'Without your past
You could never would have arrived
So wondrously and brutally
By design or some violent exquisite happenstance here',
And in the death of her reputation
She truly felt alive."
I really like this poem.
I think I want to put this in the magazines as well. I put it in a safe spot where I know where it is so I can tell Tree later.
I hear Elizabeth laughing about something downstairs and I down to see what's going on.
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Author's Note
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-Wunderstruck1313
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