On the Road Again || Luke Hemmings

Part Forty-Three

*Amanda's POV*

"Hey Amanda! I'm goin' to work, are you goin' to class later?" My brother yelled through my door. "Probably not, I don't feel good."

Truth is, I really don't feel good, just mentally, not physically. I don't even know what's wrong exactly, I've just felt overwhelmingly sad for the past few days. Haven't really talked much since Sunday, and haven't really left my room either. I only went to class on Monday because I had a Psychology test that I couldn't miss, but I guess it doesn't even matter now considering I failed it.

Funny right? The Psych major failed a Psych test.

"Alright well feel better, I'll see ya later!" Nick said, running downstairs. I heard the front door slam and I let out a loud groan. "What the fuck is wrong with me?" I mumbled and sat up. I looked over at my clock and groaned again.

7:00AM.

"God dammit."

Well I guess there's no point in going back to bed now.

I pulled off my blanket and slowly roll off my bed. I trudged over to my closet and rummaged through it, trying to find my favorite sweater of Luke's that I stole before he left for tour again. After sifting through all of my sweaters, which is a lot, I finally found it and held it against my chest. I inhaled, smelling Luke's cologne, starting to feel better immediately.

Maybe I just miss Luke, maybe that's why I feel so shitty.

I threw the sweater over my shoulder and walked over to my dresser, grabbing a few more things, before heading into the bathroom to shower.

*****

I finished doing my make-up and threw my previously blow-dried hair into a bun.  I walked over to my bed and picked up my phone to see if I had any messages or notifications. I pressed the home button and my lockscreen lit up with a few messages from my brother and a missed call from Deysi.

I decided to call Deysi back just to see what she wanted. It rang a couple times before she picked up.

"Hello?"

"Hey Deys, you called?" I asked. "Yeah! I was just wondering when me and Michael are supposed to come up for Emily's baby shower. And if you wanted help setting up we could've came a few days earlier."

"If we're going there a few days early, I'm tellin' you now, I'm doing nothin' but sleeping and playin' Fifa with Calum!"

The sound of Michael's voice made my heart drop.

"Oh, Michael's there?" I asked and she groaned. "Yeah unfortunately. He just got here actually. Is Luke there with you?" She questioned, making me sigh. "Uh, no he's not." I said, trying my hardest to not sound sad. "Babe, Luke and Calum's flight left hours after mine, they won't be in New Jersey until like 2-ish." Michael announced, making me perk up a bit. "Well how was I supposed to know?" She groaned. "Yikes." I laughed.

"But yeah Deys, the baby shower is going to be on Halloween so if you and Michael wanna come here around the 27th then that'd be cool. I'd appreciate the help."

"Okay awesome, we'll see ya then. And I'll text you later! Bye!"

"Bye." I mumbled and hung up, throwing my phone onto my bed. I walked over to my desk. I sat down on my computer chair and let out a huff. I grabbed my glasses, slipping them on before opening up my laptop. I typed Tumblr into the search bar and logged into my account.

Here's to a day of endless reblogging.

*****

I faintly heard the front door close and my dogs barking wildly. I looked over at my clock and saw the time.

3:06PM

Nick must be home. I shrugged it off and continued scrolling through Tumblr. Reblogging every picture of Luke I come across. I zoned out only for a few seconds before a knock on my door made me jump.

"It's open!" I answered and heavy footsteps made their way into my room. "What's up Nick?" I asked, my eyes still glued to my computer screen.

"So that's where my sweater went!"

I froze. That's definitely not my brother. I slowly turned around in my chair and saw Luke standing in front of me. He had flowers in one hand and a suitcase in the other. He smiled adoringly at me and put his suitcase on the floor and the flowers on my vanity. I just sat and stared at him in awe.

"So are you gonna come hug me or what because I've kinda been waiting for this moment since the day I left." He laughed. I shook my head, finally coming to my senses. "Fuck sorry." I muttered and scrambled out of my seat and into his arms. He caught me in a tight embrace and I wrapped my legs around his waist.

"I missed you so much." I mumbled into his shoulder and he kissed my cheek. "I missed you too sweetie." He said, squeezing me tighter. I untangled my legs and was left dangling in Lukes arms. "Lewi put me down." I giggled. "Not gonna happen."

"Can we atleast go sit on the bed. I wanna hear about the end of the tour, you can hold me all you want then." I stated and he sighed. "Okay fine." He whined, releasing me, letting my feet finally touch the ground. I looked up at him and smiled and he leaned down, pressing his lips to mine.

"I really fucking missed you." He exhaled. "I know Luke, I really fucking missed you too." I said, kissing his lips once more. I walked over to my bed, pulling Luke along with me and sat down. "Oh wait!" He shouted, letting go of my hand and jogging across the room. He snatched the flowers off of my vanity and turned back around with a smile on his face.

"These are for you."

"They're beautiful." I gushed, taking the bouquet of roses and sunflowers out of his hand, my favorite. "I'll love you until the last flower dies." He grinned and my eyes widened. "Yikes, I only got a couple weeks left then huh?" I laughed and Luke shook his head. "No no no no no, one of them is fake. So that last flower will never die, just like my love for you."

"That was lame." I giggled, trying to hide my blush. "My favorite thing in the world." Luke mumbled, a lopsided smile on his face.

"Huh?" I asked, furrowing my eyebrows and he cleared his throat. "Hm? Oh-uh, nothing. Anyway, I am not lame." He pouted. "Yes you are, but even though what you said was really lame, it also made me really happy." I said, putting the flowers down on my bedside table. I got up on my knees so that I was face to face with Luke and cupped his cheeks. "Thank you for the flowers Lewi, I love them and I love you." I smiled, bringing his lips to mine. "I love you too sweetheart." He mumbled, leaning us back onto the bed.

"Now come on, I wanna hear about the last leg of the tour." I urged, poking his stomach. "Not right now baby, 'm sleepy. Jetlag's settin' in." He yawned and i frowned. He kicked off his shoes and layed back on the bed, opening his arms.

"Nap with me."

I sighed, taking off my glasses and setting them down before crawling over to him. He instantly wrapped his arms around me, pulling me closer. I nuzzled my face into his chest and exhaled.

"G'night sweetie." He yawned again, kissing the top of my head. I giggled quietly, remembering that it's only around 3:30 in the afternoon.

"Goodnight Lewi."

(:| wowie look an update yay! i just finished writing this at 2:21 in the morning woot! hope you guys like this part <3 lumanda is adorable ok bye

~hemmos_giggle |:)