On the Road Again || Luke Hemmings

Part Twelve

*Amanda's POV*

"I still cant believe you're here!" Calum exclaimed as we pulled away from the stadium. "I know! I cant believe it either." Emily said, as she snuggled into Calums side. "So which one of you pulled off this surprise?" Calum questioned, raising an eyebrow. Me and Luke looked at each, smiled, then raised our hands. "You two?! I love you guys!" He yelled and got up, bring both of us into a tight hug. "You guys are the best." He mumbled, then joined Emily back on the couch. "Man am i hungry!" Calum groaned. "Em make us some food would ya?" He smirked at her. "You have got to be kidding me." She stated, rolling her eyes. "Make your own god damn food." She said, smacking his arm. "Thats it Michael! You owe me 10 bucks! Pay up!" Ashton yelled. Michael hung his head in defeat and pulled a ten out of his pants pocket, then handed it to Ashton. I laughed and got up to go get changed. I pushed the button, opening the bunk room door, then pressed it again to close it. I placed my phone on the floor next to me and began shuffling through my suitcase. I pulled out a pair of pajama shorts and one of Lukes jumpers, then slipped them on. I put my suitcase back in the closet with Lukes when i heard my phone buzzing numerous times. I picked it up off the floor and saw that there were a ton of twitter notifications. I unlocked my phone and sat down on Ashtons bunk, as i began to scroll through my mentions.

"ew why did amanda even wear that dress, you could see every part of her stomach. griss"

"I feel bad that luke has to date someone as big as her"

"isnt it funny how luke is super skinny and amanda is super nOT 😂"

"lol we all know the reason why amanda wears so many bracelets"

"god why doesnt she just kill herself already??"

I felt the tears glide down my cheeks. Each tear drop, one by one, falling onto my thighs. I put my phone down and began brushing my fingertips against them. Feeling the tiny bumps of each of my small scars. More and more tears began making their way down my face. I didnt dare make a sound though. I couldnt. Everyone was in a happy mood and i didnt want to ruin that. But i just couldnt get over the fact that people could say such nasty things. I cant even grasp the reasoning behind people being so rude. Sighing, i got up off of Ashtons bunk, deciding that it was best for me to just go to sleep. But as soon as i stood up, i collapsed back down to the floor. Feeling too weak, i just layed there, and soon enough, slowly drifted off to sleep.

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*Luke's POV*

Its been awhile since Amanda went off to get changed. Maybe she fell asleep or something? I dont know. While everyone was riled up in their conversations, i decided to slip away to check on her. I patiently waited for the sliding door to open up before quickly hopping inside. It was pitch black and i couldnt see a thing. All i could see was a faint light that was on the floor. I pulled out my phone and turned on the flashlight only to reveal Amanda curled up on the floor. I gasped and rushed to her side. I saw that the faint light was coming from her phone. I picked it up off the floor and scrolled through it. Hate message after hate message. The things these people, my own god damn fans, were saying were truly awful. I sighed as tears began to brim my eyes. I turned her phone off and layed down beside her, my chest up against her back. I placed my hand on her thigh and began rubbing it up and down. Wincing whenever i felt the little bumps of her scars. Each time i felt one i began to cry a little harder. "Amanda.." I whispered. "Please wake up baby.." No response.

*Amanda's POV*

"Come on Penguin, please wake up..." I faintly heard as i began to wake up. I turned over to see Luke lying next to me. "Luke..?" I choked out. "Penguin!" He yelled out and pulled me into a tight embrace. "Are you alright?" He whispered and i shook my head no, letting the tears fall once again. He stood up and held out a hand for me. I lazily took it and he helped me climb into our bunk, him following close behind. We just layed the for a few minutes. He had his arms wrapped around me as i cried into his chest. "They all hate me Luke." I mumbled. "They really hate me." "They dont all hate you penguin." He whispered. "Yes they do Luke, you saw all those tweets! They hate me!" I sobbed, and burried my head back into his chest. "Look at me Amanda." He said firmly, and i slowly raised my head. He cupped my face in his hands and brushed off my tears with his thumbs. "What does it matter if a few fans dont like you? There's going to be a lot of people that dont particularly like us, but we cant let them prevent us from being happy. Those fans, are not true fans penguin. They arent apart of the 5sosfam, because no member of our fam would be that cruel to someone we love. And listen, all that matters is that i love you, and that the boys love you, and your friends, Emily, Deysi, your family they all love you. Thats all that matter okay?" He finally finished and i had more tears in my eyes, but not sad ones. I quickly nodded and pressed my lips onto his. "I love you so much Luke, thank you." I mumbled as we both pulled away, laying down. "I love you to baby, never, ever, forget that."

(:| omg im really sorry that this is so depressing. im just really depressed myself, and the one person i always go to is out of town which just makes everything ten times harder. im sorry and i promise the next part will be a lot happier okay (-:

~hemmos_giggle |:)