On the Road Again || Luke Hemmings

Part Fifteen

*Luke's POV*

Amanda has been getting better. After that night, she seemed to be feeling a whole lot better. She hasnt been depressed and she genuinely seems happy. She's still clean and i couldnt be more proud of her. We arrived in Pasadena yesterday and right now we're all just lounging around on the bus. Michael and Calum are playing video games with their girlfriends, Ashton is making keeks, and Amanda and I are laying in our bunk cuddling. "How are you feeling babe?" I whispered, kissing her cheek. "Great." She smiled.

*Amanda's POV*

I feel like im drowning. Ive been depressed ever since that one night. I just cant seem to feel better. And since then, Ive had the biggest urges to do something to release that depression. But i couldnt. I couldnt bring myself to start again no matter how much i wanted to. I couldnt worry Luke like that. Especially since im going to be leaving soon to go back to school. I couldnt have Luke being on the other side of the country only to be worrying about what im doing. I want him to focus on the tour and not my problems. Because his career is a lot more important than my childish behavior. He smiles back down at me. "Thats great baby." He says and rubs my arm. "Im very proud of you." I freeze. "Mhmm." I mumble. God i fucking hate lying to him. "Hey penguin." He shakes me slightly. "Yeah?" "I love you." He smiles and i blush. "I love you too you big goof." I giggle and he captures my lips with his. A chorus of "awhs" alarms me and i pull away from Luke. I look over to see Ashton holding out his phone, recording us. "Well, that's a wrap on these two love-birds." He grins and stops the keek, posting it right after. "Ashton!" I groan and hide my face in Lukes shoulder.

*Luke's POV*

"What?" Ashton chuckles innocently. I sigh and kiss the top of Amandas head, before sliding out of the bunk. "Can i talk to you for a minute mate?" I whisper and Ashtons face drops. He nods cautiously and follows me to the front of the bus. "Whats happened? Did i do something wrong?" He pouts and i shake my head. "No no. You didnt do anything wrong. I just have to talk to you about something." "Okay. What is it mate?" He asks and i let out a breath. "Okay. Remember the night Emily came on tour with us? And we were all on the bus and Amanda left to go get changed?" I asked and he nodded. "And after awhile i went in the room after her remember?" "Mhmm. Whats the point the Luke?" He asked, obviously irritated with me at the moment. "Well i went into the room and she was asleep on the floor, tears ran down her cheeks. And i saw that she had Twitter opened up on her phone and well she was getti-" "She was getting a lot of hate. I know." My eyes widened. "You know? How?" I questioned. "I saw it the other day. Those people are disgusting and vicious and have no right to say that about anyone. Especially Amanda." He said with a clenched jaw and i nodded. "Well im just worried that she may still be depressed and i dont know. I wanna do something for her. And you're her best friend so i figured you can help me plan something." I said with a hint of hope in my voice. Ashton smiled. "Of course mate." He smirked. "And i have the perfect idea."

(:| guys guys. its been like 18274917391989390103737 years and i am SO SORRY. ive been dealing with a lot and school started and my life is a mess right now. anyways i hope you like this shitty update. i'll try to update soon okay ily

~hemmos_giggle♡ |:)