On the Road Again || Luke Hemmings

Part Five

We we're we all walking back to the tour bus, ready to head back to the hotel to pack, then hit the road again. The boys stopped to say hi and take some pictures with the fans. Im always surprised when fans ask for pictures with me. I began getting extremely tired and wanted to go to the bus. I said bye to the few fans that i was talking to, and went to find Luke. I spotted him kissing a fans cheek, posing for a picture. My stomach churned a bit, but it was no big deal. She was only a fan. I waited until they were done, then walked up to him. "Hey Lukey, im really tired. Can we go to the bu-" "Cant you see that im busy?" Luke snapped, interupting me. I was taken back. Did he really just snap on my like that. "W-well, i just t-thought you would h-have wanted to g-go on the bus and c-cuddle.." I stuttered out. "Well i dont right now. Im just trying to meet our fans. You know how important they are to me." He stated. "So am i not important?" I asked, tears threatening to escape. "Well sometimes, not everything is about you Amanda." That was it. I felt the first tear leave my eyes. "S-sorry." I simply said and ran off to the bus. "Amanda! Wait up! Whats wrong?" I heard Ashton yell, while chasing after me. This is what Harry meant, about the fame getting to Luke. This is exactly what he meant. I ran onto the bus, slamming the door behind me. I jumped into the first bunk i saw, which just so happened to be Ash's, and layed down. I heard the door close, and i tried to control my sobs. "Amanda? Where are you?" I heard Ashton call. I stuck my hand out of the bunk, waving it around to get his attention. I felt him grab my hand, and he sat down in the bunk. "Amanda, what happened?" He asked with pain in his voice. I sat up and he hugged me. "L-luke snapped on me when i tried to ask him if we could go on the bus." I paused. "He said that he was busy and that i should know how important the fans are to him. So i said am i not important? And he said, not everything is about you Amanda." I cried into Ashton embrace. "Ssshh. Its okay Amanda, im sure he didnt mean it. He gets stressed when he's trying to meet the fans. He tries to meet every single one of them, and gets angry when he cant. So thats probably why he snapped. But he had no right to say that stuff to you Amanda. And I'll make sure he knows that." Ashton said, hugging me tighter. I pulled away from him and he wiped my tear stained cheeks. "Okay, im feeling a little better now. Thanks Ash." I smiled slightly. "But lets not interrogate Luke just yet. I'll get him to realize what he did." He just nodded, then grabbed his laptop from the oter side of the bunk. "Here, scoot over a bit, i wanna show you this video on Youtube." He said pushing me gently, causing me to giggle. Ashton began showing me a bunch of hilarious videos, causing me to feel a lot better almost instantly.

*Luke's POV*

I dont really recall much of what just happened. All i know is Amanda ran off to the bus. I returned my attention back to the fans, who were looking at me with shocked expressions. "W-what have i done?" I asked quietly. "You just let Amanda run off crying like that?! Thats really messed up Luke!" One of them said. Crying? What did i say to her? "Wait, what did i say? Everythings a blur." I said. "You snapped on her and basically said she wasnt important to you." Another one said. My eyes widened. Did i really say that to her? I felt my stomach knot to the thought of being that harsh to her. This always happens. I always get so stressed when meeting the fans. But usually i snap on the boys, and they take it well, since they're so used to it. But never did i ever think i would snap on Amanda. "You better go after her Luke!" Another fan yelled. "Yeah. Yeah i have to. I'll see you all soon!" I said running to the bus. She's probably pissed at me. I opened the door to the bus, and hopped in. I heard giggles coming from the bunks. I walked over to see Amanda and Ashton in his bunk watching videos. I felt my heart ache. Amanda glanced up at me, then focused her attention back on the video. "Oh, hey Luke." She said quietly. "Hey man." Ashton said flatly. He probably knows what happened. "H-hi. Uhm, can i talk to you for a minute Amanda?" I asked hopefully. Her and Ashton exchanged looks, before she nodded, climbing out of the bunk. She walked over to the little living area and sat down on the sofa. I sat down next to her, only causing her to scoot over a little. "Amanda look, im so so sorry. I was a total ass to snap on you like that. Its just that when i meet the fans i get stressed, and i know thats no excuse for yelling at you. But i am very sorry honey. I love you." I said. She just stared straight ahead of her. I can tell that shes thinking. There was a long pause, before she began to speak. "Luke" she sighed. "Dont say you love me, if im not important to you." She finished quietly. "But Amanda i do love you! What i said back there, i didnt mean any of it. You have to believe me!" I pleaded. "Luke i want to believe. But it hurt way to much hearing you say that stuff to me." She paused. "Now, if you'll excuse me, i have to finish watching a video with Ashton." And with that, she was off. On her way back to Ashtons bunk. Ive really fucked up this time. I really have.