Sidemen Imagines

• emon (3)

I'm going to try and use a song. I went over the one I did with another ship didn't really work and I thought I could do better so yeah.

And you guys think that I don't do a lot of Emon. I'm working on it, bïtçh! Love you

SHOULD I DO A TRIPLE SHIP?
for example:- minizerkstar123?

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song used: Tove Lo - Out of mind.

Lovers into friends,

They were lovers, they love each other; stronger than you could ever imagine. Wherever they'd go, people sometime stares but they didn't care, all that mattered to them was that they had each other.

Suddenly one day, Ethan and Simon had an argument that was so heated, they went their separate ways.

They decided to become friends but it was awkward after while.

move on to strangers,

Since the awkwardness was too much, they drifted apart and become strangers together. Ethan and Simon would make videos together but that was it, their friends began to notice that they had no communication whatsoever.

"Simon?" Josh asked.

"Yes, Josh?" Simon responded.

"What's up with you and Ethan!" He said.

Simon felt his heart shattering as he heard Ethan's name, he tried holding back the tears. He took a big sigh and carried on with his work.

"I don't want to talk about!" Simon said calmly.

He felt bad that he couldn't tell his best friend what was going through his head but Josh understood that he just needed time before he vent out his feelings.

Josh was hoping that Simon would vent his feelings soon because they can come out in many different ways.

"Okay, I understand but I'm here if you want to talk!" Josh said as he left his room.

Simon's pov~

let go, no more us,

I always remember the argument we had, it hurts my head that we was screaming at each other in anger. We decided to become friends and that was the hardest thing to do.

It wasn't long till we became strangers to each other and I could tell that our friends started noticing but they don't mention it - that's how I want it to be until I'm ready to start telling them.

I just simply let go and there was no more us but I was still heartbroken - to the extent of not getting another boyfriend because I had to love myself first which I never came round to do.

I kept all this anger, sadness within me, I always refuse to speak my feelings because it's difficult when some people doesn't particularly understand you.

There was no more us in love anymore.

move on, I'm trying,

My friends are telling me to move on but I wish they could see that I am trying my hardest but my mind was filled Ethan.

I stopped my work and calmed my soul that was burning with pain, I felt my throat close up a little as I could feel that I was about to cry.

I stood by the window and looked around but it didn't help, I needed to cry... Crying was my only way of releasing pain and if I kept it in I would have lost my head and gotten angry.

I tried forcing myself not to cry but I couldn't hold it in anymore, i walked to my bed and hid my head under the pillows and cried.

I cried till I couldn't cry anymore. I walked to the bathroom to wash my face with cold water so the lads doesn't think I've been crying... The last thing I need is questions.

denying saying time will heal..

The lads say that time will heal, I just keep denying their thoughts and opinions is because it hurts for some one to say that time will heal and you'll find someone new...

I know it means well but inside I'm deeply heartbroken.

keep lying, just to make me feel I'm okay.

I hear lies everywhere, they say that sometimes if someone doesn't want to hear the truth because it hurts more when they lie about it just to make the other person ok.

so you believe that I'll forget you? seriously? really? are you kidding me?

Why does Ethan think that I'll forget him straight away? We broke up 6 months ago and I can't let him go. I felt anger rush through me as I screamed and started throwing my shoes around, I threw my chair as I watch it break.

I broke down to my knees crying, I couldn't take this pain anymore. I put my shoes that I threw at the wall and headed downstairs, the guys looked at me.

"Don't ask, I'm going for a drive and I'll be back in 3 hours!" I said slamming the door.

Drove to Ethan's house, I got out of the car and slowly walked up to his house. I knocked on the door and he open, he saw the state I was and he pulled me into his house.

I sat on the sofa and looked at him, I felt more tears running as I could feel pain. I'm pretty sure he felt the same because he came and kissed me.

"I'm sorry, we broke up! I was such a fool!" Ethan said holding me.

"It's okay, don't worry!" I said.

"No, it's not okay!" He said.

"Babe, look at me!"

I looked at him as he held my face gently and kissed me... Something that I've been waiting for a long while, I've been craving for his lips.

I hugged him tightly as I looked at him.

"I'm still in love with you!" I said to Ethan.

"I'm still in love with you too!" Ethan said as he kissed my neck like he used to do.

I laid down as he straddled on top of me sucking on my neck, I gasped as he found my sweet spot.

"Do you want to be mine again?" Ethan asked as he looked at me and I was out of breath.

"you're out of your mind to think that I can keep you out of mind!" I said as let him carry on kissing my neck.

At last, I'm back in Ethan's arms again... Emon forever ❤️

I FEEL LIKE THIS CHAPTER FAILED A LITTLE........ OK, ALOT!

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