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S I M O N ' S P O V ~
"Please, stop!" I cried as I was getting beaten by my dad.
"NEVER! I will not have a faggot that is gay!" My dad cursed homophobic words at me while he was physically hurting me.
I am so broken, I just want to kill myself. No one loves me, my dad hates me, I lost my friends because I came out to them as gay.
flashback...
We was having a smashing time at Nando's and I finally decided that I felt that the time was right to come out to them.
"Guys, I have something to say!" I said smiling gently.
"What is it, Simon?" Andrew said.
"I'm gay!" I smiled as I waited for their reactions.
Their faces went from shocked to disgusted, I knew this was going to end up bad.
"Eww, you are a homo! Fuck you faggot! Get out of our lives, we don't want a boy that sucks dick... You're dead to us!" Andrew screamed making the whole restaurant looks at us.
I sighed knowing that people were just staring, I've always wondered why, everybody is against me... Maybe I should move away from Leeds and start a new life because I don't know how much of this, I could take
"Also, you cock sucker! You can pay for dinner in us!" He spat in my face before leaving with his group that "used" to be my friends.
I felt tears falling down my eyes, I called the waitress and paid for the meal and walked home to my abusing dad. I know I was going to get a beating today for having an argument with him.
end of flashback.
Once, he left I packed my bags and decided that I was going to travel to London! I can't take this pain anymore, my family is falling apart and I'm falling apart. All this just makes me stressed and depressed, I didn't imagine life would hate me so much.
"All I wanted was to be happy!" I said while packing my bags.
I cleared my whole room and took every single thing that belonged to me. I packed them into a box and grabbed them down the stairs. I see my dad standing there confused, I glare at him and put my things in to the car that I had.
When I was finished, I looked at my dad once more before I spoke! I could feel anger risen in me, I tried to keep my cool but hurt has gotten to me.
"What are you doing? Where are you going with your stuff?" He said as he looked at me.
"Oh, it's now that you are asking where I'm going... When you are clearly the one that wants me to die. You've brought hell here ever since mum has left, why should I take all the blame because it was your fucking cheating? You ungrateful spanner!" I said.
"Watch your mouth around me, you stupid gay child and it is your fault! I didn't bring you up to be gay! I brought you up to be a straight person that likes woman." He said being rude towards me. AGAIN.
"No! I will not watch my mouth around you, I am 20 years old and you are still treat me like I am 15... I know you are upset because things didn't work out with you and mum but it doesn't mean you should take it on me. I never see you yell at Nick and he is fucking bisexual..." I yelled.
"I still treat you like you're 15 because you act like one, so naive and stupid... I don't yell at Nick because he is dating a girl and I'm happy!" He said.
"Hahaha! That's where you are all wrong, did you know that he has kissed men before but has never told you? Want to know why, you cunt? Because he is scared to tell you that but what can we say, you are out fucking other woman, getting drunk and just on drugs. That's all you care about." I said, I watched his face as it completely dropped.
"Don't you start crying saying that you want me to stay because I can't! I've had enough, I am physically, mentally and emotionally broken! Andrew and his friends weren't happy about me being gay, he looked at me in disgust and left. You know what? I'm done, I have taken everything that I own and I'm moving to London... I'm disowning you, I'll find a boyfriend that will look after me better than your lazy arse does!"
"Fuck you and I never want to see you in my life, you've been a dickhead for the last 5 years to me but I've had enough! Don't bother calling or anything because I've blocked your number!" I said slamming the door behind me and walked to the car.
