Sidemen Imagines

• wroetomd (4)

H A R R Y ' S P O V ~

I was trying to upload my YouTube video since it was Friday and I hated how it takes ages just for it to load.

I also have my boyfriend stressing me out saying that i don't spend enough time with him.

boy, I don't even have enough time to spend with my friends and you wanna complain.

I'm losing all my friends, they are leaving me because they say that I've changed and that I've become like a moody person.

how? did you even tried to feed me food if I was angry?

My mum is almost disappointed with me, that's a very hard one to take! You know that your loved one is upset with you.

mum, I'm sorry! I love you.

"Harry, can you at least take a day off and spend some time with me? You never have time for me anymore!" My boyfriend Troy said.

I was losing my patience, my friends , my mum and most of all myself. I just couldn't take this stress, my shoulders are so heavy.

"YOU KNOW WHAT? IVE HAD ENOUGH!! IF YOU THINK THAT I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR YOU THEN YOUR LYING TO YOURSELF BECAUSE I TRY MT HARDEST TO TAKE YOU PLACES TROY! AND IF YOU CANT DEAL WITH IT THEN TAKE YOUR STUFF AND LEAVE!!! IM A BUSY PERSON... MY LIFE IS A MESS, MY MUM IS DISAPPOINTED WITH ME, IM LOSING MY FRIENDS AND CERTAINLY IM LOSING MYSELF... LOOK AT ME I HARDLY GET ANY SLEEP BECAUSE IM ALWAYS THINKING ABOUT THE NEXT DAY!" I screamed.

Troy just looked at me very shocked, she's never seen me angry before.

I watched him taking his things and left, i decided to go out for a walk to try and calm myself until I started crying.

"Oh my gosh! You're Harry... Woah woah, Harry, are you okay?" A boy came over worried.

"I wish I could say I was but I'm not!" I said crying.

My heart started beating quicker, my lungs was closing in, I couldn't breathe until the boy helped me.

"Harry, you need to breath, you're having a panic attack... Here come with me, my place is just here!" The boy said as he took me in.

He sat me on the sofa and made sure I was comfortable, he gave me some cold water.

"Harry, how are you feeling?" He asked me.

"I'm fine, my lungs still feel closed!" I told her.

"So what happened today that made you upset?" He asked me giving me his full concern.

"Well I've been stressed lately, I'm losing my friends, my mum is disappointed with me, I'm struggling to make YouTube videos, I just lost my boyfriend today and most of all I'm losing myself!" I said as more tears flowing down.

"Ah Harry, don't worry it's not the end of the world! What you need to do now is, start on a new path do stuff little by little! Just baby steps at a time!" He told me as I opened my arms for a hug.

"Thank you so much, that means a lot! I was so caught up making everyone happy that I forgot myself!" I said.

He wiped my tears and smiled.

"Thank you. What's your name?"

"My name is Chris!" He said.

"That's a nice name! What door number is this?" I asked.

"Door 25!" Chris said.

"Oh wow! I'm just next door to you! I'm door 26!" I laughed.

"Oh that's cool! We can hang out any time!" Chris chuckled.

I saw that he got out his laptop and he was on YouTube!

"So what you watching on YouTube?" I asked Chris.

'Your videos! I just love watching your channel!' He smiled.

He watches my channel and he loves them! I'm so grateful, I mean all the stress that I've been going through just one little thing can make me happy.