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• vobi (1)

Tobi's POV~

I am sitting by the window feeling depressed.

It's been 5 months since Vik had passed away.

He killed himself because he couldn't handle the hate and he was also suffering from disorders.

He was suffering from schizophrenia, depression and anxiety. I tried my best to make him happy or even to see him smile but I know I've let him down.

I'm still in pain, I want comfort but I want Vik to be here with me but I know I can't change time to get him back.

I decided to dress up and go visit him at his grave. I dressed up warm since it was cold and I bought some flowers on the way before driving there.

I finally reached the memorial grounds, I found Vik's grave stone as it was carved with his name.

I sat on the grass that in front of the grave and I started to release my emotions. I'd come here almost everyday, if I feel the need to be alone.

"Hey Vik, it's your boyfriend Tobi here! I just wanted to come by and see you, simply because I miss you... Nothing, that I feels fun anymore without you! I miss your smile, your eyes and mainly the way you used to cuddle with me. I just feel so alone!" I stopped as I felt the tears come down but I didn't wiped my face, I let them all pour.

"And I can't help the fact that you are resting now, resting peacefully! When I see you in my dreams, you are happy and well! I just feel like a complete wreck. I try not to be sad or cry but it hurts, I miss you so much Vik! I love you baby!" I said as placed the flowers on his grave and cried my tears.

I felt something cold on my cheek and I smiled knowing that it was Vik that has just kissed me.

I was just alone here in the memorial so a peace of mind always calms me down whenever I come here.

I saw something beginning to catch my eye as I saw white apparition beginning to form into a body.

It was Vik, I felt my heart smiling but crying at the same time.

"Vik, is that you?" I spoke out.

"Yes, cutie! It's me!" He said as he held my hand.

"I've missed you!" I said as more tears falling.

"I know baby, I know!" Vik said as I felt his cold hands over my body giving me a hug.

"I feel so depressed and lonely! I wish you can back!" I said.

"I know, always remember that I'm always with you... Even in your darkest hours. I'm resting happily baby, up above here is peaceful!" Vik said.

"Thank you Vik, it's nice to know that you are resting peacefully!" I said as I felt a cold breeze on my eye as he wiped my tear.

"Don't cry anymore baby, if you need me just call me out and I'll be there to comfort you!" Vik said.

"Thank you Vik!" I said smiling.

"I have to go now but I'll always be watching you! Please don't cry anymore tears for me baby!" He said.

I wiped my tear and took a deep breath.

"Okay, cutie! Rest happily and I'll see you soon! I love you Vik!" I said.

"I love you too and make yourself happy, life your life to the fullest..." He said as his apparition was fading away.

"Goodbye Vik!" I said gently as I smiled and walked back to my car.

I hope this was good, it made cry..
If you have lost any loved ones or anybody, my condolences go out to them❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

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