Sidemen Imagines

• minifreezy (1)

I DON'T WANT YOUR BODY BUT I HATE TO THINK ABOUT YOU WITH SOMEBODY ELSE! OUR LOVE HAS GONE COLD, YOU'RE INTERTWINING YOUR SOUL WITH SOMEBODY ELSE!

F R E E Z Y ' S P O V ~

I saw Simon cuddling on the chair with his boyfriend Harry, my flat mate! It hurts to know that they are in love and I'm the one that's hurting because I have feelings for Simon.

I hear the little giggles and you're so cute phrases, it just makes me sad to be honest, near to the point where I feel like I want to cry.

I watched them kiss that should be me enjoying that kiss with Simon.

that should be me, feeling your kiss.

I watched Harry giving Simon a hickey on his neck. I decided to go to the kitchen and take two bottles of Vodka then made my way to my room.

I opened the bottle of Vodka and started drinking, I started crying as my feelings and my drink were a fucking mix. I drank a full cup of alcohol as I felt the burn down my throat.

"Why? Why do I have feelings for Simon?"

"He doesn't even love me, I'm watching him giving his love to somebody else!"

"It hurts to know that they are happy and I'm just sitting here crying every night!"

I grabbed the finished bottled and threw it against the wall, I heard the glass shatter to pieces as I opened my second bottle of Vodka. I got out my phone as I tried to find the music app, which luckily i succeeded.

does he love him better than I can?

there's a big black sky over my town,

I know where you are at, I bet his around!

yeah I know it's stupid but I just gotta see it for myself.

I'm in the corner watching you kiss him, and I'm right over here why can't you see me, oh no.

I stood up with the second bottle of alcohol and I walked around while the song was still playing. I stumbled over as I got back up again, I finished the bottle of vodka.

so far away but still so near

the lights go on, the music dies

but you don't see me standing here

I just came to say goodbye

I felt anger rushing through my system as I started to trash my bedroom, i screamed as I yanked my hair. I heard the door open to hear a voice.

"Freezy?" JJ said.

"Yesssss!" I slurred as I squinted my eyes to focus my sight but it failed.

"What's wrong? Why did you trash your bedroom?" He asked as I heard more footsteps come through.

"I love Simon and it hurtsssss to see that he is happy with somebody else... The way he smiles just brightens up my day, when I hear him laugh it warms my heart. Me and my fucking feelings. Feelings and drinks are the worst fucking mix." I cried as I got up.

"I'm fine, I'm leaving... I can't stand anymore heartbreak!" I said getting up as I walked but was still stumbling.

"No, you are not going anywhere! Let's take you to my room and you are going to sleep off the alcohol!" JJ said.

"There's no point! I drank two whole bottles of vodka... Fucking shit life!" I said while JJ helped me to his room.

"I don't care, you are going to sleep then I'll make you something to eat!" He said.

"Can you stay until I fall asleep?" I asked.

"Yes, of course!" I hear JJ say.

I felt his hands rubbing my back gently and I was slowly falling into a deep sleep.