Sidemen Imagines

• wroetojizzle (2)

H A R R Y ' S  P O V ~

I drove by all the places that me and Tobi used to get wasted, I had flashbacks of his lips every now and then but the way they tasted and the emotions I felt.

All my friends tell me he is doing fine, I just miss him but I know he won't love me again because he has moved onto another man.

is he somewhere feeling lonely even though his boyfriend is right beside him?

when he hurts you with harmful words, do you read the ones I wrote you?

I'm laying down on my bed thinking was this all a lie, if what we had was real, how could you be fine at all?

I remember the day Tobi told me he was leaving, I remember the tears running down his face! I wish I hugged him one last time. All the dreams we shared you didn't need them anymore like every single wish we ever made...

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia and forget about the stupid little things.

I lay on my bed as I started crying, I want him back... I feel so lonely and depressed. I decided that I'll go for a little walk just to try and clear my thoughts about Tobi.

I was scrolling through the pictures that were in my phone that me and Tobi shared.

The pictures that i kept, there still living in my phone, I admit I like see to them, I'll admit that I feel alone. All my friends keep asking why I'm never around because it's hard to face someone you have seen in like 3 years.

It hurts to know that Tobi is happy now and it hurts that he's moved on. It's hard to hear his name when I haven't seen him in so long.

I'm seriously not fine at all.

I went to a nearby park, I am just sat there on the swing crying, it was hard for me to come to grips that he was moving on without me.

I just sat there until it started becoming dark and I had to walk home by myself, alone in the darkness, where my fears are rising.

"Depression hit again!" I said slowly.

I was walking and I went past a couple, two men having a great time! It used to remind me of when Tobi and I was together.

"I'm so sad!" I said as i wiped my tears carrying on walking.

I finally reached my house and I decided just to go upstairs, lay my tired figure on the bed as Josh comes into my room.

He knocked on the door as he walked in, I lay my head in my pillow as I was crying.

"Haz, are you okay?" He asks sitting by my bed.

I got up and looked at him as I crossed my legs.

"No, I miss him Josh! I miss Tobi and it's been 3 years!" I said crying.

"Ah, Haz, I'm sure he misses you too!" He said slowly as he came and hugged me.

"No, he doesn't. He is with another man that is not me! He doesn't even come see us anymore as much as he used to!" I said crying on his shoulders.

"Harry, don't worry! He'll come back, trust me!" He said as he looked at me.

"Okay!" I said as wiped my fresh tears.

"Try get some sleep, it looks like you haven't had sleep for 100 years!" Josh chuckled as I smiled.

I laid my head down and let sleep taking over me.